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I like unicorns. I like the black colour. I like the white colour. I like the red colour. I like reading and loosing myself completely in romance novels. I like music from the 80s and 90s. I like Vanness Wu and I'm afraid he shall never lose my interest. I like being silly. I like climbing trees. I like monkey-ing around and being absurdly inappropriate. I like playing online make up games. I like going shopping like everything is free. I like having a good sweat out and not caring about my appearances. I like having unplanned visits from friends. I like baking yet claiming I am completely without skill in the kitchen. I like boasting yet trying my best to be as humble as I can. I like people to notice things about me but I don't want to mention them. I like dogs but don't always like the responsibility. I like long hair. I like feeling superior. I like having playful banter. I like Disney animations. I like Sleeping beauty. I like being liked. I don't quite like liking as much. I like to think I have tons of confidence though I know the total opposite to be only the truth. I like that I still have my innocence intact. I like the idea of marriage. I like the idea of having a husband who would love me as much as I think I would like him. I like the idea of having a son who ll be a muscle guy. I like that I have such idealistic ideas of the world though it really is a horrid place.
All in all, I like me :) and i start blogging again!!
I don't know if anyone else feels this way but I often find that I'm a coward.
I always tell people that if you don't take the risk, there is no way you can achieve the what you want. You have to give some, take a chance and then only be rewarded..no shortcut..
I always ask myself : what am i doing now? What held me back? Why didn't I? I never did..i was afraid. afraid of what?
As usual. That's what I think. That's how I feel.. I always think I'm being compared, or that other people will. I mean, won't they?
Let's face it, nobody likes to feel common. Especially me. Which is exactly why I try not to go for something everyone else seems to be heading for. Might explain why I doing ACCA instead of a degree, why i loves horror movie, why i loves you and why i have never read Harry Potter. Everyone wants to be special, important and to feel like they are worth something. Either me.
I guess I knew it all along, so I didn't say or do anything. I denied it all the time. Maybe I was trying to tell myself that if I told the whole world, maybe I would believe it too. But the question is, why didn't I say anything?
I mean, if I had work harder, I might've been able to move on. But I didn't do any of those. Instead, for two long dreadful years I was tight. It's so stupid now..
Is anyone still wondering why I didn't? because I didn't want to become just another number. To be counted as girl who had an unrealistic dream. I would've sounded so insignificant that way. To be forgoten in just an instant. I wanted to be someone more. To be remembered. To be important. To matter. I wanted to be seen, heard and felt.
It was easier to be the lovely girlfriend instead of a girl who has dreams.
Written at Tuesday, February 2, 2010 | back to top
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Today was such a relaxing day :)
I did absolutely nothing worthwhile if measured by productivity. I woke up at about 930 pm. and lazed in bed until my dad shout at me Mmmmm..
I like mummy. She knows exactly what i likes! She bought nasi lemak for me. However, she added FISH inside which I absolutely DISLIKE.. But I guess I shouldn't be complaining. rite? xD
I watched Ps. I Love You while enjoying my tea time.. yes..AGAIN.. For the gaziiiiiiiillionth time already, I think I could almost tell you the whole story xD I think that's the only movie based on a book which I found the movie better than the book.
And..Went grocery shopping with daddy. I don't know what we bought (not much, really..) but we rang up the bill to almost hundred plus with one beg. haha.. me thinks thats funny :)
Afterwards, I ran running with Joo. Woah! he had good stamina! I wish I could do that. haii.. While I was running, I could feel such aches in my stomach. It's been really bothering me today and it sucks! pink panadol plsssssssssss!
It's so hot at night! went out dinner with mate. and something funny happend. fren A : ape itu WIFI punya passwork kak? waitress (malay gal) : FRENCH FRIES?? oh~~ sedang goreng..tunggu jap~(we actually not ordering FRENCH FRIES but asking for WIFI password) fren A,B,C and me : ............... LOL!
yes. i know it is a bit rude laughing in front of her. but seriously..i really cannot tahan! LOL!!!!!
so. one day passed.
walk. eat. crap. drink. sleep. yea,tat is my current life style.
Written at Thursday, November 26, 2009 | back to top
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I suddenly thought of something..guess what..is his smell! OMG me!
How oodd is it if you are in a room and you can smell yourself.Not your sweaty arm pits but your actual smell, like your own scent? Really has such thing??!!
you know you can actually recognize your partner or friend or family by their smell, it's like either comforting or annoying.but your own smell, I don't know what to think of it..what you think about it? XD
Maybe it's like benci other peoples smell but loving your own farts hahaha..!!
Okay that was super random..BUT I AM JUST SO BORED!!
I was just thinking about something Ivan said last night while he was online. hahaha.. Made me think about some things.. Like sniffing.....
I don't mean to do it and i'm not doing it all the time, but i appreciate guy's collogne wan ok! if it smells nice then i'd like to sit next to you xD coz you smells nice. hahahaha.. or maybe i sit next to you coz i find you so amusing.. Maybe.
I also find those hair creams/gels/spray/whatever other hair products that smell really nice.. It's sooooooooo addictive!!! Don you think so??I smell until.. can go high wan you know..XD it's the same sensation as smelling patrol or mayb elephant glue? only it's more masculine. hahahaa..
This applies for guys and gals though. I know i'm weird..I think everyone will suddenly begin walking 10 feet further away from me now. =(
I'm just saying this coz i'm addicted to someone's scent right now (the strawberry and D&G smell XD)
Written at Saturday, November 21, 2009 | back to top
Since I'm not feeling too well, I've really got nothing much to do besides sleep. You're sort of excused from all other obligations until you get well. That is pretty nice, if you ask me. So, I'm going to take advantage of that. I actually have been for the past week but..hmp!
I believe that.. When you're sick, you should eat anything and everything you want because, if not you just won't eat. =D Lovely theory. It should be made into a law. I have ice-cream cravings when my cough is at its worst.
my finger is itchy..just want to update..
btw..
Happy Halloween ppl!
Written at Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | back to top
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Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it.Maybe for another time xD It's almost 11pm and i still alive! I don't wanna sleep coz i dun wan =)
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me. In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine.. well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
Gosh, my stomach feeling so so so..hmm..dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now
I need a hobby.. I need a story teller.. I need a ... I need a...
Suddenly feeel myselves so random.
it's absolutely pointless.. I said NOTHING.
Good nite!
Written at Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | back to top
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I was feeling rather tired and..not exactly down but rather.. uphappy about certain things and read this..I'm SHARING!! hehehe.. Sharing is caring.
An Indian guy named "Anantharaman Subbaraman" arrived at the New York airport and ended up waiting for his visa for about 2 hours for the authorities to call his name. He got fed up and went to them and asked why they haven't called his name yet. They said that they have been calling him for the last 2 hours as * * * * * * "Anotherman Superman"
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past. Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history. Teacher: Why? Student: There is no future in it.
Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have? Ted: $10. Teacher: You don't know maths. Ted: You don't know my father!
Mother: David, come here. David: Yes, mum? Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse. David: But I will only get my report book tomorrow. Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.
Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test? Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8 Father: So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father. Daughter: It's mummy! Father: How do you know? Daughter: She didn't say anything.
Girl: Do you love me? Boy: Yes Dear Girl: Would you die for me? Boy: No, mine is undying love
Man: How old is your father? Boy: As old as me Man: How can that be? Boy: He became a father only when I was born
Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his? Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything! Son: That's why I say she's no good!
Teacher: "Where were u born?" Student: " Singapore , Sir." Teacher: "Which part?" Student: "All of me, Sir."
A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."
Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."
A boy came home from school with his exam results. "What did u get?" asked his father. "My marks are under water," said the boy. "What do u mean 'under water'?" "They are all below 'C' (sea) level"
Aren't they funny in an un-funny way??? xD Alteast it made me smile =)
It's 9 pm. My eyes are dry and itchy and I'm still watching..what else..
Someone said this to me earlier today. " Sometimes it's ok to be human."
i am wondering.. if maybe I wasn't being a human. Am I not always human? I think I find it easier for me to trust people but not for everyone.
When something someone hurts you a few times, you tend to be aware of everything. It's called self defense. It's suppose to help us NOT get hurt. Wonder if it's mal-functioning now.
I just.. thought about something. Recently, or lets just say, the last.. 1weeks or more? I've been quite the tact-less. In the past I would've bitten my tongue rather than say those things but then now, it's as though my filter's broken or not switched on. i chosen let everything transparent.
I end up saying the wrong things at the wrong time. Yea, so i just had another SMALL blow up with my darling mother..What was it all about? The close one knew. Initially i'm not really that bothered what she said. I'm basically talking to myself. These are her exact words. Her final punch line of the argument.
" Your attitude sucks(in chinese), You CHANGED!"
You call this suck!? A daughter who never argue with you,who always take your words. It's sad you know. I really try to make it work but sometimes you've just got to accept that this is how i am and how i will always be. Something can only be real if it's real on both sides.
Don't understand?
Well giving can only be sincere if it's from the heart. Right? Of course i'm right. So, you can't force me to do something or use the guilt technic to make me feel bad in order to me do to whatever it is you want done. That's just getting me to do it but it doesn't mean i want to.
I realized it's become awkward and hard for me to interact with her. No, the talking is fine. But sometimes, you know i just want a understanding one.
* sigh *. I wish I could and that I didn't feel so restrained and have this need to control all my actions. I want to do what I want but I can't. I know what comes first. I always feel.. as though I can't.
I never change. The only thing different is I'd lost my patient.
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for you ~ ♥ ♥
David Cook- I don't want to miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing And then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss I just wanna be with you, right here with you, Just like this I just wanna hold you close And feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah And I don't wanna miss a thing
Written at Wednesday, September 2, 2009 | back to top
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when you walk away.. I count the steps that you take.. Do you see how much i need you..
When you'ree gone.. my heart are missing you.. The face that i came to know is missing too.. The words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok..
I miss you.
Obsessive no? Quite.
But u know what? I think to be loved this way, to have the person like you to the point of obsession is what every person wants,right? To have that special person see only you in the world. That's what you call love.. Or so. Hmmmmmmm..
I miss you.
It keeps ringing in your head that you want to see the other person each time you're apart..
You've never feel this way before. Everything you do, no matter what makes your mind back to that special person. At least for the first 20 30 days or so..
We were made for each other..I know we were.. You know we were..Or mayb we both are wrong..
I miss you.
DOn't make this worst. You've already gone and made me mad. I'm sick and tired of your face.
That's break up for you.
I am missing somebody else but not YOU anymore. Trust me.
HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ". It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.
I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.
I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him. I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.
I think I can relate. That's unhealthy.
This is not a good day. Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later. Just, not right now.
ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.
oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA!
nite!
Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top
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Today was so uneventful.. Kinda anyways. Hahahaha.. Woke up only around close to 9 am. Found evelyn is awake and was sorta shocked. I mean, woah!! she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
Was literally stuck to the computer the whole morning. omg.. i have no life!! What was i doing? Facebooking & Plurking.. * * It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat.
Well, was online and.. well, online. Was having weird random conversations about blood, Jlo , relationships, online stuff, bla bla bla..
I had dinner with evelyn at Nandos,Westfield. Odd huh? hahaha.. I haven't been there for a month? whatevar la..
so there we go .. thats all i can think of at that time . so yeah looks like im done here ''cheers''
Sometimes,I wish someone would call me up with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice...
I was randomly googling emo stuff and.. I just realized. Everything's pretty beautiful when you look at it the right way.. I'm glad because ms rachel is recovering gradually from the pain..well done gal!
You know those moments when you feeel you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong? Well, it normally doesn't last very long. Guess we should just live in and for the moment. Savour it because once it's gone, you can't get it back. Nobody wants to live with regrets. It's heartbreaking that I've got some recently.
I’m so stupid. I’m such an open book. I’m such an idiot. =( Right now I’m so tickled with laughter and swirling thoughts that I feeel like laughing and crying at the same time. It’s like a voolcano erupt inside me and I’m going crazy. Breathe breathe breathe..
I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m like so confused about everything. I’m such an idiot. I don’t know why I’m typing this nonsense up but I am. Oh well. Hrmp.. maybe I do know why. It’s because I can’t keep all these weird feelings bottled up or I’ll go crazy. I tend to be like that.. I should just shut up and go to bed..
I just wanted to update. Fingers were itchy.
btw..i miss you..yes,i really do.
Good nite!
Written at Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, August 13, 2009 | back to top
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I'm here to say.......HAPPPPPPPY LEFT HANDED DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
http://www.lefthandersday.com
i love being a lefty! actually i am not a borned lefty. It is a long story. The summary is when i was 5,because of my Unfortunate-ness,my sis fall down top on me!and therefore..my RIGHT hand broke. Because i need to do my homework,need to do everything...so my mum taught me do everything with left hand FOR TEMPORARY. but when my right hand recovered she just reliased, i cant change back. and so...i become a lefty! tats it. END story. XD
Okay this is silly. I NEVER wanted to be a mum. Ok fine, maybe I wouldn't mind in the future but I don't want to cook. I don't belong in the kitchen. Like seriously.
It's 945pm now. For almost 30 minutes, I was in the kitchen peeling this 6 garlicss! OMG. After like 15 minutes, I suddenly realized that my right hand fingers was starting to hurt. I thought it was nothing and continued.
Well you guess what after that? I ACCIDENTLY CUT MY FINGER, caused unknown! OMG. I have a plaster on my finger now. It feels really hot, like you can feel the blood boiling and the pulse. Pretty cool in a way but.. it hurts lah. Then it also feels like you've burnt your fingers and about 3 layers of skin came off.
And now I can't even do anything properly anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A KITCHEN-like MOM. I don't belong there. Guess I'll have to marry a dude who can cook. hehehe. And in today's world, I guess that is possible..? hmmmmmm.. XD
Just for the record, I'm NOT emo as many of you may think. I'll be perfectly fine once I've got enough sleep and intoxicated myself a bit. XD
I like unicorns. I like the black colour. I like the white colour. I like the red colour. I like reading and loosing myself completely in romance novels. I like music from the 80s and 90s. I like Vanness Wu and I'm afraid he shall never lose my interest. I like being silly. I like climbing trees. I like monkey-ing around and being absurdly inappropriate. I like playing online make up games. I like going shopping like everything is free. I like having a good sweat out and not caring about my appearances. I like having unplanned visits from friends. I like baking yet claiming I am completely without skill in the kitchen. I like boasting yet trying my best to be as humble as I can. I like people to notice things about me but I don't want to mention them. I like dogs but don't always like the responsibility. I like long hair. I like feeling superior. I like having playful banter. I like Disney animations. I like Sleeping beauty. I like being liked. I don't quite like liking as much. I like to think I have tons of confidence though I know the total opposite to be only the truth. I like that I still have my innocence intact. I like the idea of marriage. I like the idea of having a husband who would love me as much as I think I would like him. I like the idea of having a son who ll be a muscle guy. I like that I have such idealistic ideas of the world though it really is a horrid place.
All in all, I like me :) and i start blogging again!!
I don't know if anyone else feels this way but I often find that I'm a coward.
I always tell people that if you don't take the risk, there is no way you can achieve the what you want. You have to give some, take a chance and then only be rewarded..no shortcut..
I always ask myself : what am i doing now? What held me back? Why didn't I? I never did..i was afraid. afraid of what?
As usual. That's what I think. That's how I feel.. I always think I'm being compared, or that other people will. I mean, won't they?
Let's face it, nobody likes to feel common. Especially me. Which is exactly why I try not to go for something everyone else seems to be heading for. Might explain why I doing ACCA instead of a degree, why i loves horror movie, why i loves you and why i have never read Harry Potter. Everyone wants to be special, important and to feel like they are worth something. Either me.
I guess I knew it all along, so I didn't say or do anything. I denied it all the time. Maybe I was trying to tell myself that if I told the whole world, maybe I would believe it too. But the question is, why didn't I say anything?
I mean, if I had work harder, I might've been able to move on. But I didn't do any of those. Instead, for two long dreadful years I was tight. It's so stupid now..
Is anyone still wondering why I didn't? because I didn't want to become just another number. To be counted as girl who had an unrealistic dream. I would've sounded so insignificant that way. To be forgoten in just an instant. I wanted to be someone more. To be remembered. To be important. To matter. I wanted to be seen, heard and felt.
It was easier to be the lovely girlfriend instead of a girl who has dreams.
Written at Tuesday, February 2, 2010 | back to top
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Today was such a relaxing day :)
I did absolutely nothing worthwhile if measured by productivity. I woke up at about 930 pm. and lazed in bed until my dad shout at me Mmmmm..
I like mummy. She knows exactly what i likes! She bought nasi lemak for me. However, she added FISH inside which I absolutely DISLIKE.. But I guess I shouldn't be complaining. rite? xD
I watched Ps. I Love You while enjoying my tea time.. yes..AGAIN.. For the gaziiiiiiiillionth time already, I think I could almost tell you the whole story xD I think that's the only movie based on a book which I found the movie better than the book.
And..Went grocery shopping with daddy. I don't know what we bought (not much, really..) but we rang up the bill to almost hundred plus with one beg. haha.. me thinks thats funny :)
Afterwards, I ran running with Joo. Woah! he had good stamina! I wish I could do that. haii.. While I was running, I could feel such aches in my stomach. It's been really bothering me today and it sucks! pink panadol plsssssssssss!
It's so hot at night! went out dinner with mate. and something funny happend. fren A : ape itu WIFI punya passwork kak? waitress (malay gal) : FRENCH FRIES?? oh~~ sedang goreng..tunggu jap~(we actually not ordering FRENCH FRIES but asking for WIFI password) fren A,B,C and me : ............... LOL!
yes. i know it is a bit rude laughing in front of her. but seriously..i really cannot tahan! LOL!!!!!
so. one day passed.
walk. eat. crap. drink. sleep. yea,tat is my current life style.
Written at Thursday, November 26, 2009 | back to top
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I suddenly thought of something..guess what..is his smell! OMG me!
How oodd is it if you are in a room and you can smell yourself.Not your sweaty arm pits but your actual smell, like your own scent? Really has such thing??!!
you know you can actually recognize your partner or friend or family by their smell, it's like either comforting or annoying.but your own smell, I don't know what to think of it..what you think about it? XD
Maybe it's like benci other peoples smell but loving your own farts hahaha..!!
Okay that was super random..BUT I AM JUST SO BORED!!
I was just thinking about something Ivan said last night while he was online. hahaha.. Made me think about some things.. Like sniffing.....
I don't mean to do it and i'm not doing it all the time, but i appreciate guy's collogne wan ok! if it smells nice then i'd like to sit next to you xD coz you smells nice. hahahaha.. or maybe i sit next to you coz i find you so amusing.. Maybe.
I also find those hair creams/gels/spray/whatever other hair products that smell really nice.. It's sooooooooo addictive!!! Don you think so??I smell until.. can go high wan you know..XD it's the same sensation as smelling patrol or mayb elephant glue? only it's more masculine. hahahaa..
This applies for guys and gals though. I know i'm weird..I think everyone will suddenly begin walking 10 feet further away from me now. =(
I'm just saying this coz i'm addicted to someone's scent right now (the strawberry and D&G smell XD)
Written at Saturday, November 21, 2009 | back to top
Since I'm not feeling too well, I've really got nothing much to do besides sleep. You're sort of excused from all other obligations until you get well. That is pretty nice, if you ask me. So, I'm going to take advantage of that. I actually have been for the past week but..hmp!
I believe that.. When you're sick, you should eat anything and everything you want because, if not you just won't eat. =D Lovely theory. It should be made into a law. I have ice-cream cravings when my cough is at its worst.
my finger is itchy..just want to update..
btw..
Happy Halloween ppl!
Written at Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | back to top
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Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it.Maybe for another time xD It's almost 11pm and i still alive! I don't wanna sleep coz i dun wan =)
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me. In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine.. well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
Gosh, my stomach feeling so so so..hmm..dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now
I need a hobby.. I need a story teller.. I need a ... I need a...
Suddenly feeel myselves so random.
it's absolutely pointless.. I said NOTHING.
Good nite!
Written at Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | back to top
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I was feeling rather tired and..not exactly down but rather.. uphappy about certain things and read this..I'm SHARING!! hehehe.. Sharing is caring.
An Indian guy named "Anantharaman Subbaraman" arrived at the New York airport and ended up waiting for his visa for about 2 hours for the authorities to call his name. He got fed up and went to them and asked why they haven't called his name yet. They said that they have been calling him for the last 2 hours as * * * * * * "Anotherman Superman"
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past. Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history. Teacher: Why? Student: There is no future in it.
Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have? Ted: $10. Teacher: You don't know maths. Ted: You don't know my father!
Mother: David, come here. David: Yes, mum? Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse. David: But I will only get my report book tomorrow. Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.
Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test? Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8 Father: So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father. Daughter: It's mummy! Father: How do you know? Daughter: She didn't say anything.
Girl: Do you love me? Boy: Yes Dear Girl: Would you die for me? Boy: No, mine is undying love
Man: How old is your father? Boy: As old as me Man: How can that be? Boy: He became a father only when I was born
Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his? Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything! Son: That's why I say she's no good!
Teacher: "Where were u born?" Student: " Singapore , Sir." Teacher: "Which part?" Student: "All of me, Sir."
A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."
Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."
A boy came home from school with his exam results. "What did u get?" asked his father. "My marks are under water," said the boy. "What do u mean 'under water'?" "They are all below 'C' (sea) level"
Aren't they funny in an un-funny way??? xD Alteast it made me smile =)
It's 9 pm. My eyes are dry and itchy and I'm still watching..what else..
Someone said this to me earlier today. " Sometimes it's ok to be human."
i am wondering.. if maybe I wasn't being a human. Am I not always human? I think I find it easier for me to trust people but not for everyone.
When something someone hurts you a few times, you tend to be aware of everything. It's called self defense. It's suppose to help us NOT get hurt. Wonder if it's mal-functioning now.
I just.. thought about something. Recently, or lets just say, the last.. 1weeks or more? I've been quite the tact-less. In the past I would've bitten my tongue rather than say those things but then now, it's as though my filter's broken or not switched on. i chosen let everything transparent.
I end up saying the wrong things at the wrong time. Yea, so i just had another SMALL blow up with my darling mother..What was it all about? The close one knew. Initially i'm not really that bothered what she said. I'm basically talking to myself. These are her exact words. Her final punch line of the argument.
" Your attitude sucks(in chinese), You CHANGED!"
You call this suck!? A daughter who never argue with you,who always take your words. It's sad you know. I really try to make it work but sometimes you've just got to accept that this is how i am and how i will always be. Something can only be real if it's real on both sides.
Don't understand?
Well giving can only be sincere if it's from the heart. Right? Of course i'm right. So, you can't force me to do something or use the guilt technic to make me feel bad in order to me do to whatever it is you want done. That's just getting me to do it but it doesn't mean i want to.
I realized it's become awkward and hard for me to interact with her. No, the talking is fine. But sometimes, you know i just want a understanding one.
* sigh *. I wish I could and that I didn't feel so restrained and have this need to control all my actions. I want to do what I want but I can't. I know what comes first. I always feel.. as though I can't.
I never change. The only thing different is I'd lost my patient.
Written at Tuesday, October 13, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, October 8, 2009 | back to top
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for you ~ ♥ ♥
David Cook- I don't want to miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing And then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss I just wanna be with you, right here with you, Just like this I just wanna hold you close And feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah And I don't wanna miss a thing
Written at Wednesday, September 2, 2009 | back to top
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when you walk away.. I count the steps that you take.. Do you see how much i need you..
When you'ree gone.. my heart are missing you.. The face that i came to know is missing too.. The words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok..
I miss you.
Obsessive no? Quite.
But u know what? I think to be loved this way, to have the person like you to the point of obsession is what every person wants,right? To have that special person see only you in the world. That's what you call love.. Or so. Hmmmmmmm..
I miss you.
It keeps ringing in your head that you want to see the other person each time you're apart..
You've never feel this way before. Everything you do, no matter what makes your mind back to that special person. At least for the first 20 30 days or so..
We were made for each other..I know we were.. You know we were..Or mayb we both are wrong..
I miss you.
DOn't make this worst. You've already gone and made me mad. I'm sick and tired of your face.
That's break up for you.
I am missing somebody else but not YOU anymore. Trust me.
HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ". It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.
I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.
I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him. I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.
I think I can relate. That's unhealthy.
This is not a good day. Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later. Just, not right now.
ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.
oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA!
nite!
Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top
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Today was so uneventful.. Kinda anyways. Hahahaha.. Woke up only around close to 9 am. Found evelyn is awake and was sorta shocked. I mean, woah!! she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
Was literally stuck to the computer the whole morning. omg.. i have no life!! What was i doing? Facebooking & Plurking.. * * It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat.
Well, was online and.. well, online. Was having weird random conversations about blood, Jlo , relationships, online stuff, bla bla bla..
I had dinner with evelyn at Nandos,Westfield. Odd huh? hahaha.. I haven't been there for a month? whatevar la..
so there we go .. thats all i can think of at that time . so yeah looks like im done here ''cheers''
Sometimes,I wish someone would call me up with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice...
I was randomly googling emo stuff and.. I just realized. Everything's pretty beautiful when you look at it the right way.. I'm glad because ms rachel is recovering gradually from the pain..well done gal!
You know those moments when you feeel you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong? Well, it normally doesn't last very long. Guess we should just live in and for the moment. Savour it because once it's gone, you can't get it back. Nobody wants to live with regrets. It's heartbreaking that I've got some recently.
I’m so stupid. I’m such an open book. I’m such an idiot. =( Right now I’m so tickled with laughter and swirling thoughts that I feeel like laughing and crying at the same time. It’s like a voolcano erupt inside me and I’m going crazy. Breathe breathe breathe..
I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m like so confused about everything. I’m such an idiot. I don’t know why I’m typing this nonsense up but I am. Oh well. Hrmp.. maybe I do know why. It’s because I can’t keep all these weird feelings bottled up or I’ll go crazy. I tend to be like that.. I should just shut up and go to bed..
I just wanted to update. Fingers were itchy.
btw..i miss you..yes,i really do.
Good nite!
Written at Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, August 13, 2009 | back to top
172th...
I'm here to say.......HAPPPPPPPY LEFT HANDED DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
http://www.lefthandersday.com
i love being a lefty! actually i am not a borned lefty. It is a long story. The summary is when i was 5,because of my Unfortunate-ness,my sis fall down top on me!and therefore..my RIGHT hand broke. Because i need to do my homework,need to do everything...so my mum taught me do everything with left hand FOR TEMPORARY. but when my right hand recovered she just reliased, i cant change back. and so...i become a lefty! tats it. END story. XD
Okay this is silly. I NEVER wanted to be a mum. Ok fine, maybe I wouldn't mind in the future but I don't want to cook. I don't belong in the kitchen. Like seriously.
It's 945pm now. For almost 30 minutes, I was in the kitchen peeling this 6 garlicss! OMG. After like 15 minutes, I suddenly realized that my right hand fingers was starting to hurt. I thought it was nothing and continued.
Well you guess what after that? I ACCIDENTLY CUT MY FINGER, caused unknown! OMG. I have a plaster on my finger now. It feels really hot, like you can feel the blood boiling and the pulse. Pretty cool in a way but.. it hurts lah. Then it also feels like you've burnt your fingers and about 3 layers of skin came off.
And now I can't even do anything properly anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A KITCHEN-like MOM. I don't belong there. Guess I'll have to marry a dude who can cook. hehehe. And in today's world, I guess that is possible..? hmmmmmm.. XD
Just for the record, I'm NOT emo as many of you may think. I'll be perfectly fine once I've got enough sleep and intoxicated myself a bit. XD
Mmmmm.. 
while enjoying my tea time.. yes..AGAIN.. For the gaziiiiiiiillionth time already, I think I could almost tell you the whole story xD I think that's the only movie based on a book which I found the movie better than the book. 
Woah! he had good stamina! I wish I could do that. haii.. While I was running, I could feel such aches in my stomach. It's been really bothering me today and it sucks! pink panadol plsssssssssss!
With Lots of Love! *hugs* 
加油 爱丽卡 ~♥
[London Zoo,August 09]
well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now 
she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
* It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat. 
whatevar la..
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