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Written at Wednesday, December 31, 2008 | back to top

The last post of the year. Farewell 2008. You've been awesome. =D

And would anyone like to know how I spent my last day of the year? It was most interesting really. Hahaha..

I met up with Jia yi at around 5plus.ya..i went to jog wit her.
After that we headed over to jia yi's house to help fix some tables. Yup, you read that correctly.hehehe.. I'm awesome!! I was so cool you know. With the drill and the hammers and the screws and the wooden plugs. * grins * It was a totally new experience for me. Hahaha..

After that I got home, took a shower, had dinner wit cousin and updating my blog to welcome in the new year. * swt *. Whaddaheck man. lol.. but yea, that was my new year. So.. hope you guys spent your time better than i did!! hehehe..

happy bday to the earth ~.. happie 2009!
Written at Monday, December 29, 2008 | back to top

Stop . Breath

Then think.

When was the last time you just sat in front of your computer,alone without a care in the world? Without the nagging of your parents,assignments,emotional rollercooasters and other petty things that seem to cloud up your mind.Sometimes,it gets so bad it haunts you in your sleep.

So,when was the last time you had an emo song on and you just stopped.Breathed. Blinked. And allowed your mind to be at ease and just relax and dream.

Whatever happened to dreams? They seem so scarce in today's world,dreams are more often than not,thought of silly and unreachable. But if the people of the old never dreamt, we would not have anything we have today. Technology, comes out from dreams, faith and will.

So what was your latest dream? That is, if you have one.
Written at Sunday, December 28, 2008 | back to top

['I will be back . I will miss you!']

Someone told me yesterday if I was depressed. Surprised? So Was I. That is, until now. My initial reaction tat was to deny that I am depressed.I know,in todays world,the word depress carries a heavier meaning than it's actual meaning.It means feeling sad or gloommiiness,both YA.

You know,to be honest,I cannot handle this.I was not made for this.I cant even take in the fact that everyone seems to be LEAVING and Im being left behind without hving a feeling of sadness over me.Sure its not true you tell me,so why does it feel like that is exactly what is happening right now?

What a waay to begin the yeaar,right?It started with aaron,zizi,the HELP-ians,uncle Si,now its Joey and next it’s going to be Christine and me myself.Its really happening.“ Australia,India and London are eating up all of our friends!”. They have not been just a friend,they are really awesome people that I’ve had the privilleged to meet and share a bond.that means more to me than you may know.

I wish they didnt have to go.Why cant they just stay here with me?With us!Or maybe we could all just choose the same U? Or hide in their luggage and go along with them.I’d be willing to do it any day.Or mayb i think too much.

Im not making much sense anymore. Joeys going to be leaving in 41 hours to India. Seems long right? Wrong. Thats not even 2 days.sori darling i cant send u to airport but u know,i am happy with that.I know,if i was there,my tears will just keep rolling down.I really dunno when is the day we can shopping together in Pyramid again.So I wish u luck here.

After that Christine might be going off in Jan. Then i am going to go off in Feb too.sounds enjoy and interesting rite.I be starting my new life there. That is a huge blow for me. Sure i am not alone there,the HELP-ians all there,but then, its not the same is it now? I’m going to be so lost there.I scare.

Why can't I be the FIRST one leaving instead of the LAST one ?

I wish i can see your silly face the next day, not having to wait for a holiday to meet up again.
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Written at Saturday, December 27, 2008 | back to top

[25.12.08] . [26.12.08]

Blessed Christmas ya'all. Handphone was going crazy with all the messages beeping it. I guess so were all of yours. Hahaha.. It was nice. Merrry X-mas and Buddha LOVE me!! XD

Today was spent with the family. I woke up late, slept in then later woke up and got things ready for tonights dinner for my bro early birthday celebration coz he going to NS tomorrow T T We took our own sweet time and did last minute shopping too when I went out to GIANT with my bro.

was rushing and running up and down trying to finish all the preparation. Gosh, it was horrid. Rush rush rush rush rush!! Then mum's shrieking at me to help her with the food and.. mad house. Hahahha.

People start arriving at around 11.30am + or so. i don't know. Family's there. Aunt, Uncle, Grandma,and my family. We have nasi minyak and berrani(spelling betul kah??!!)and.. mmmmmmmmmm, it's basically all good. Hehehee..We're all happily eating XD

and so..that was Christmas for me. Hahaha..:D



Happpieeeee biiirthdaaaay bro!


sorrriiiee la..i know the cake is SMALLLLLLL = ='''




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Happpieeee Birrrthdaaay gal :D


Two Cuttiiiie Piiiie :D

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and..happy boxing day people ~... !



Written at Friday, December 12, 2008 | back to top

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!!

SOMEONE DATE ME PLS!!

erm yea..i found tis in Nick's blog..quite interesting..It is not a tag but i still doing it and tag ppl..itchy me~ =D

okay..lets start~

A for Amelia

1. Do you love this person?
Yesh :D
2. Is this person your enemy?
noooooo :D
3. Would you kiss this person?
erm..i think no.. :D

B for Ben

1. What do you really think of this person?
caring,loving and a funny one too :D
2. What's his favourite color?
i donnno..he is my sista bf..
3. Ever danced with him?
nop..

C for chun hao (WW)

1. Do you have a crush on this person?
i think...no bah..haha..
2. Have you had a crush on this person?
i said..'no bah' =P ~.~
3. How old is he?
20 :D

D for Darren


1. How long have you know him?
hmmz..few months? :D
2. Biggest regret?
he said wanna buy me a teddy but i said NO =_=
3. Do you hate this person?
nop :P

E for Eric :P

1. Have you met his parents?
Yeah :D
2. Worst thing about this person?
talkative :P
3. Best thing about this person?
humor person and a good listener :D

F for Fiona

1. Have you ever date this person?
NO! hahaha..
2.When is the last time you saw her?
sept..be4 she leave to UK :(
3.Do you go to school with him?
Yeahh..foundation year (HELP)

G for Gemonn

1. Is he a good listener?
not sure :P
2. Have you ever lied to make this person feel better?
erm..yea :P
3. Is this person good looking?
YES!

H for hui lynnn (lyna)

1. What grade is she in?
errrr..doing diploma :D
2. Is she your friend?
yeah..since form3.
3.Ever done something illegal with this person?
Ponteng class?? haha :X

I for ivanK

1. What is this person's favourite food?
he eats anything..i guess :)
2. How did you know him?
MSN :P
3. Do you trust him?
y not..:D

J for jasonW

1. Does he have any siblings?
yup..one sista and bro
2. Do you know his favourtite song?
any song presented by JJ lim..rite?
3. What would you do if he confess he/she liked you?
erm..'are u kidding??!!'

K for Katrina

1. When did you two first meet?
Form 1.
2. How did you meet?
in school :P
3. Ever danced with this person?
yes..she can dance very well :)

L for Li jing (DOI)

1. What would you do if you had a crush on this person?
erm..i guess i wont hav crush wit tis gal :P
2. Do you like her as a friend?
YES..she is a JOKER
3. Would you go to Disneyland with this person?
yes..if she sponsor me :P

M for Mabel

1. Is this person older than you?
no..same wit me
2.Is this person single?
yes..but i think is not available :D
3. How many times do you talk to her in a week?
ermm..din talk much..but we CHAT a lot in msn ..:D

N for Nick

1. Is this person your boy/girlfriend?
no..he is my cousin :D
2. Have you seen this person cry?
erm..yea?!
3. Do you know this person's middle name?
haha! yan NI ke...rite?

O for OsimC:P

1. Are you related?
nop..juz a fren of mine :P
2. Could you live with this person?
i donnnno..
3. What school does he go to?
he studying in TARC..

P for poh boooon

1. Have you ever gone to mall with this person?
YES~ :D
2. How about a sleepover with her?
Nope.
3.Does this person have a job?
a student..

Q for qila (NS fren)

1. Does he have crush on you?
Nop.
2. Would you hug this person?
yes..
3. Is this person your friend?
ya..she is one of my ns fren..a cute gal..


R for ryan

1. Have you ever heard this person sing?
YES..TERRIBLE!
2. Do you think this person will repost this?
no..he don blog.
3. When does this person look best?
When he is playing sport :D

S for simo

1. Is this person taller than you?
yes..he is 178cm :P
2. Do you enjoy spending time with him?
yea..haha..do u? :P
3. Do he live close to you?
he is staying in aus now :P

T for tiffany?

1. Would you do anything for her?
depends.
2. Have you been to her house?
Nope...
3. Where does he live?
subang jaya :P

U for umbrella?? :D

V for Vin?

1. Does he have crush on you?
Nopee...
2. Would you hug this person?
no..
3. Is this person your friend?
ya.....


W for wayne?

1. Is this person noisy or quiet?
Noisy.. :D
2. Describe this person.
Friendly,talkative,outgoing :D
3. What colour eyes does this person have?
er..black?

X for xixi (xiao ying)

1. Why are you friends with her?
cuz she is cute ! :P.
2. Have you ever gone anywhere with her?
yea! :D
3. What is one thing you will change about her?
her waste-money pattern..haha!

Y for yousheng

1. Does this person wear make-up?
he is a GUY
2. Does this person play instruments?
Nope :P
3. What is her favourite sport?
definitely BADMINTON :P

Z for zizi (zhi qian)

1. Does this person have MSN?
sure.
2. Have you gone out with her?
YES! :D
3. When will you see this person next?
i donnnnno.. :(


i tagg:
Li jing
Fiona
Chun Hao
Ivan
Jonathan

G'nite~

Written at Thursday, December 11, 2008 | back to top

A Big thanks to Ivan =)

i think i did tis be4..but nvm since i am SO FREEEEEEEEEE now..juz do it~(8)

RULE ONE:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE TWO:
Tag FIVE people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.



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ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- slap him!

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- get smarter =P

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- joey?? ^^

FOUR.
What is ur plan for the next 5 years?
- complete my course and get a goood job =D

FIVE.
will u marry a poor man?
- yea but he MUS is a hardworking man..i prefer a hardworking man than a rich 1

SIX.
Would you fall in love with your best friend??
- yea..y not~

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- i donnnno..

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- juz b fren la...wat to do..

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- vanness wu!!! lolz XD

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- depends on d situation..

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- erm..mayb look different wit now..mayb u will see my husband holding me and i holding my two cutie pie XD

TWELVE.
How is ur idea family look likes?
- erm..a lovely husband and ONLY two child..=D

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- he always has his own mind..do his own thing..don care wat ppl said..=P

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- i juz wan a blissful and happppy family..can?

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- stonned on d bed =P

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- depends.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- it will never happen.

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- i will definitely forgive and try to forget.

NINETEEN.
List your biggest turn on and turn off.
- erm wat is tis a?

TWENTY.

List 5 people to tag
-WW
-CP
-Doi
-Ken
-winson

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First day of holidays begin TODAY! Fantastical.
Can you smell that?
That's the smell of holidays!

juz reaxhed kl.All I did was get some well-deserved-and-much-needed sleep. Yeah, I slept from 11pm yesterday till 9pm. Heavenly~!

So i BAKED yesterday...!i shall relate to you my experience with baking.. ALONE!! Yes, ERICA YAP is trying her very best to domesticate herself over the holidays. hahaha.. i'm awesome, i know!! =D


but the story of this cake-full experience is super funny. For one, i only woke up at 12 plus.. close to 1 pm. really.. haha..

Washed up then asked the maid brought out the pans, and stuff. I took out the ingredients, began mixing them and then only then did i realize i had NO BUTTER! Well, i did but not enough.So i got to ask my aunty drive to buy butter.. duh.. A little while more into mixing the batter, i realize i have NO.. EGGS!! omg, what sort of stupid house has no eggs?!! * sigh *.. i guess mine? hahaha..

Well, rather than get my aunty to drive out again..i just drive to the shops nearby and getting some.Sounds simple right? Well, as soon as i drive,it starts raining. I have to drive back in,coz my car DON HAV UMBRELLA!so i get there and then i go looking for eggs. Ehhhhhh.. so complicated larh. So many eggs. ok,being me i just pick up the most convinient one in a pack(n the cheapest one!)hahaha..

I'm so super sucky at all these kinda things.HAHAHA..Anyways, i get back home, finish mixing everything and then i throw it into the oven. Set it for half an hour and here i am.

Then every 15 minutes i'm going to check on it..then it dawns on me..I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO CHECK?!!So..thank God my aunty was beside me..hehehe..she told me to poke a tester stick in and if it's still sticky, it means it's not ready and stuff. haha.. yea i know lah juz forget only!!

Anyways, i waited and waited.. and it's still like not done.So,the genius me though i'd take it out and figured it should be done.And when i do,it HANCURS!!omg..Yea,it hancured,but anyways,i put it back into the pan and sent it back in.haha!Hopefully, it won't hancur next time. Or maybe i'm suppose to let it cool then it won't.. hancur? o.O

I'm such a noob at this..(FYI:my dad is a chef)!konon-nya!Hahahhaa..Anyways, i'm being kept company by my maggi mee that i just cooked.Atleast that can't go wrong. hahahaa..

OKay.. it's done. maybe you might not wanna look at it. It ain't pretty.. seriously.



it looks like.......**** rite...i know T T

Written at Saturday, December 6, 2008 | back to top

Is rainy day agaiiin..

I'm not feeling very good about myself right now as of this moment..I don't really know why. I should be fine but then.. I have this urge. This odd urge.. to do something.. That I shouldn't.

I AM FEELING SO RAWRRR!!

Why rawr? Because it's something I can't exxplain.No,I'm not emo but also not happy-happy-joy-joy.I don't really know what's bugging me.I wish someone could tell me.

You know,I honestly want to try cutting myself.No,not just cut myself but try cutting my wrist. I want to know what's the big deal.i always see it from TV..it seems so chikek!What's so special?Will I somehow find my purpose in life right before my end?hahaha.. sure u are saying :'tis women ki siao dy!'

No, I'm not depressed. How can I be? I've got so many things going for me right now. So many things to look forward too. So many things to be thankful for but notyet..I juz can't ignore this feeling that I've had for a couple of years now.

hmrppp...wat is the art of cutting..huh? will it feels like a tatto??

Is that much fun?I've saw about it but I've never tried it. You know, there's nothing like first experience.So what do you think? XD Should I go for it? The blade's not very far. And I'll be sure to sterelize it properly. At least try anyways.

No, I'm not attention for seeking. I just want to know what is it?Can't you just stub your toe in the door? I'm sure it cause u pain inn that way too. Want to see your blooooood? Go donate some. You'll see it either way.. =D

Go figure. But really, I want to know. Someone tell me if you can, what makes it so...erm..donno how to descride...? I won't judge. I just want to understand.

** OH YA!i saw my mr.vanness on tv..is a live show(Golden Hourse Award)! he was juz so near wit me..and he is still so MAN! XDDDDDD

oh well..Goodnite =D

Written at Tuesday, December 2, 2008 | back to top

Just got back. Stoning now, before I go to sleep. i'm so tired. I was a geek in d exam hall today. Wearing my glasses, PROUDLY. hehehe..

Didn't get much sleep. i gotta to sleeeeep very early today!

i tell u wert..I didn't have enough time to finish my paper T T I don't know how people finished theirs in under and hour. I had three hours and was writing up till they said, " Please put down your pens." * exasperated sigh *.

Frustrating lah*again* = = i've been wanting to do well for my it oh so badly, but by the looks of it, my two strongest subjects have been going down hill. Luckily I passed them already but I was aiming just a tiny bit higher for maybe a distinction. High distiction is unattainable. Rawr ~..

nvm nvm nvm...the most important thing is PASSED! =D



=D

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right, so it's the first week of dec.my birthday juz passed.. Not so happening tis year coz everyone s not here.In fact, i did asolutely nothing.I slept in till close to 2 on tat day, got up, washed up and practically stoned in front of my notes till dinner time.* swt * actuallly i was expecting a special birthday celebration tis year..But anyway, i had my birthday dinner wit my bro at home.Aish, feel so pity but then again, i'd enjoy it. thanks bro! Hahaha..

I dl-ed two new songs. Fall out boy and Maroon 5. Ehhh, it was such a let down man. Fall out boy again. No nice arh.. not really. Thanks for the memories is like the best song on it. Totally gonna get Funeral for a friend. Heard it's good so, yerp.

~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. Did pretty much nothing. * sigh *. but then, i ended up sleeping at 4 am. Don't ask me what i did. No clue. Before i knew it, *OH SHIT* 4am dy.so stupid.

Woke up and felt like a zombie whilts i got ready for exam later. Gosh, it was as though i was floating outside my body. You know that feeling don't you. Well, sent my bro to the bus stop in d early morning..he is going down to kl..he is officially FREE now!! hahaha. left me and dad at home..so i was pretty much exposed and alone. haha, i just felt weird larh coz nobody at home.. tak biasa >.<

hrmppp...is 1pm now...gonna sit for law in two hours times..WAHHH!! so Nervous yet excited!!!Shytt. Crap. Oh gosh.after 6 i gooona BURN all my LAW notes....or mayb throw into the sea..nyek nyek..i juz don wan to see it anymore!!!!

erm yea...gotta do some las minutes revisionnow !! Sial..

Bye!!!!
Written at Monday, December 1, 2008 | back to top

I messed up my tax paper. Big time!


I'm serious lah okay. I'm sure most of you are like, " yeah right you messed it up." but I really did. I blanked out for a 20 marks Q. Bloody easy calculation and essay part,but I had no idea what to write. My points are I think not even valid. I struggled with my introduction, conclusion and points. My writing was not smooth at all. I was jittery throughout the entire paper and.. I'm so screwed. This is my bloody finals we're talking about here.


So dissapointed. Really. *praying hard for the pass*

i don like this feelinggggggg!!!

anywhere...

Feelings, often times a frustrating problem. Simple yet we lousy incompetent humans make it seem so complicated. Then there's something called pride.When you tell someone how you feel, is there a purpose behind it? I'm sure it means you're expecting something back right..? Or not you wouldn't even bother opening your mouth and saying a word about it. So, why do we do say we don't expect anything? That's a lie.

How i wish life was that simple without EXAM!