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Written at Sunday, August 30, 2009 | back to top

188..

hmm..

HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ".
It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.

I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.

I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him.
I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.

I think I can relate.
That's unhealthy.

This is not a good day.
Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later.
Just, not right now.

ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.

oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA! Smileys

nite!
Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top

187..

Today was so uneventful.. Kinda anyways. Hahahaha.. Woke up only around close to 9 am. Found evelyn is awake and was sorta shocked. I mean, woah!! Smileysshe woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.

Was literally stuck to the computer the whole morning. omg.. i have no life!! What was i doing? Facebooking & Plurking.. * Smileys * It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat.

Well, was online and.. well, online. Was having weird random conversations about blood, Jlo , relationships, online stuff, bla bla bla..

I had dinner with evelyn at Nandos,Westfield. Odd huh? hahaha.. I haven't been there for a month? Smileys whatevar la..

so there we go .. thats all i can think of at that time . so yeah looks like im done here ''cheers''

Nite!!
Written at Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | back to top

183..

Sometimes,I wish someone would call me up with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice...Smileys

I was randomly googling emo stuff and..
I just realized. Everything's pretty beautiful when you look at it the right way..
I'm glad because ms rachel is recovering gradually from the pain..well done gal!Smileys

and i found another nice song...



一个人生活
演唱:林凡

叶子在窗外轻轻爷
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活

我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no

我想我可以习惯一个人生活

在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头


Anyways, I'm sleeeeepy now but still neeed to sit through another 2 hour to finish up 'Million Star' XD

ciaoz~!Smileys
Written at Monday, August 24, 2009 | back to top




tank -如果我变成回忆
作词:陈信延 施人诚
作曲:tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记
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182...

当他不爱你的时候,无论过去他是否爱过后来却忘了,又或者是否是从未爱过。
当你无法成为他心里的那个人的时候,他的心便不会记得你。虽然他知道你深爱他,但他宁可选择装作是不知道。

当他不爱你的时候,请不要在你不开心,或者是遇到麻烦去打搅他。他那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去处。
也许他会在接到你的电话的时候,淡淡地安慰你几句,却也仅此而已。

当他不爱你的时候,请不要与他讲你的琐事,也许此刻,你不过是希望让彼此更熟悉一些。只是,他却无暇更是没有兴趣去了解你,你的生活,你的过去,你的长处短处与他又何干?即使讲了。他也很快会忘记的,就如他忘记你的生日,你的地址,你的电话一样。没有爱,于是你注定挤不进他的生命。哪怕只是一个很小很小的角落。

当他不爱你的时候,请不要在他的面前流眼泪,不要在生病的时候告诉他。他无法给予你照顾和关心。至多是同情一下,要记得,只有爱自己的人,才可以真正的去疼惜你。而不是,旁观的同情。怜悯。

请 不要再为他流泪!
Written at Sunday, August 23, 2009 | back to top

181..

You know those moments when you feeel you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong? Well, it normally doesn't last very long. Guess we should just live in and for the moment. Savour it because once it's gone, you can't get it back. Nobody wants to live with regrets. It's heartbreaking that I've got some recently.

I’m so stupid. I’m such an open book. I’m such an idiot. =( Right now I’m so tickled with laughter and swirling thoughts that I feeel like laughing and crying at the same time. It’s like a voolcano erupt inside me and I’m going crazy. Breathe breathe breathe..

I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m like so confused about everything. I’m such an idiot. I don’t know why I’m typing this nonsense up but I am. Oh well. Hrmp.. maybe I do know why. It’s because I can’t keep all these weird feelings bottled up or I’ll go crazy. I tend to be like that.. I should just shut up and go to bed..

I just wanted to update. Fingers were itchy.

btw..i miss you..yes,i really do.

Good nite!
Written at Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | back to top

177..

夜深人静时总会想很多事情。。

今天心情好多了 想起昨天真的很难受 哭了
对不起大家 让你们担心了 我没事了
我始终相信我是坚强的
人总是要往前走 哭过了就收拾心情
我不会永远是个失败者 我会努力 更加努力!

刚刚收到他的讯息..
很意外的 我竟然没有很高兴 我是怎么了?
渐渐地我发现 我们的话题越来越少了 问来问去都是那几句
就连昨天发生的事我竟然没有要告诉他。。
我们是不是淡了?
距离果然是个考验..
我是不是应该做些什么补救?
等了快要半年了 始终还是没动静。。。这意味着什么? 是时候放弃了吗?
要来的始终会来 是我的就是..不是强求也没用..
还是那两个字 '算了!'
很累 不想知道 也不想去想

还是去睡觉 发个梦 总比在这里想东想西
晚安!
Written at Monday, August 17, 2009 | back to top

176..

今天是场恶梦..
一大早起来,以为有好消息 可是却是一场空欢喜..
很失望 真的很失望..
打了电话给妈妈..原以为可以很冷静地告诉她..可是我却哭了..
很放肆地哭..突然她说好久没听到我哭了,这样的我令她非常担心..对不起!
在大家眼中,家人甚至我自己都认为我是个很坚强 独立 开朗的..
直到今天我发现我不是 我不是我想象中的那样坚强.
我没有因为成绩或任何挫折哭过..可是这一次我哭了..
我哭不是因为考不好 而是因为我浪费了他们的金钱 因为我认为我尽了能力..
或也许是我期望太高了..也许是我自信心太强了..
现在我终于明白什么是痛苦流泪..
刚刚塔巴士回家时 忍不住流泪..很丢脸 但是我就是控制不了..
突然想了很多事情..原来一个人生活在国外真的是不容易..
当伤心难过时 要学会自己擦眼泪 自己承担一切..毕不了业就不用回家..
我真的不想再让父母失望 虽然他们口口声声说不要紧..可是我知道我令他们失望..
所以 我告诉我自己这是我的第一次也会是我的最后一次..

真的 很 对不起 !
Written at Thursday, August 13, 2009 | back to top

172th...

I'm here to say.......HAPPPPPPPY LEFT HANDED DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!



http://www.lefthandersday.com


i love being a lefty! actually i am not a borned lefty. It is a long story. The summary is when i was 5,because of my Unfortunate-ness,my sis fall down top on me!and therefore..my RIGHT hand broke. Because i need to do my homework,need to do everything...so my mum taught me do everything with left hand FOR TEMPORARY. but when my right hand recovered she just reliased, i cant change back. and so...i become a lefty! tats it. END story. XD

Thanks darling sis =)

Good nite!
Written at Tuesday, August 11, 2009 | back to top

170th..Hurt!!!

Okay this is silly. I NEVER wanted to be a mum. Ok fine, maybe I wouldn't mind in the future but I don't want to cook. I don't belong in the kitchen. Like seriously.

It's 945pm now. For almost 30 minutes, I was in the kitchen peeling this 6 garlicss! OMG. After like 15 minutes, I suddenly realized that my right hand fingers was starting to hurt. I thought it was nothing and continued.

Well you guess what after that? I ACCIDENTLY CUT MY FINGER, caused unknown! OMG. I have a plaster on my finger now. It feels really hot, like you can feel the blood boiling and the pulse. Pretty cool in a way but.. it hurts lah. Then it also feels like you've burnt your fingers and about 3 layers of skin came off.

And now I can't even do anything properly anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A KITCHEN-like MOM. I don't belong there. Guess I'll have to marry a dude who can cook. hehehe. And in today's world, I guess that is possible..? hmmmmmm.. XD

Just for the record, I'm NOT emo as many of you may think.
I'll be perfectly fine once I've got enough sleep and intoxicated myself a bit. XD

Bye!
Written at Sunday, August 9, 2009 | back to top

168th..

今天的我闷闷的 没有原因..就是闷闷的
一早起来就对着电脑到现在..无所事事的又过了一天..
刚刚在FB看到了一些中学的旧照片 突然想起了些事情..一些不愉快的..

我曾经有过一段很美好的中学回忆 ,很好的一班姐妹..
她们是我曾经最好最好的朋友 一起去补习 一起逃课 一起去吹风 一起谈心事 一起做过很多疯狂的事
我曾经还认为我们的友情是永远不会变的..
直到中五 我们的友情变了..
就因为我做错了一件事 就一件
那件事的确是我的错 但里面有很多误会 为什么你们宁愿相信别人都不肯在听我一次..
那时我多么渴望你们会回头再跟我说话 也许给我一个机会道歉 或什么的..但是你们没有..我得到的却是你们的冷眼..没错 是我自己一手摧毁的..是我活该..
从此我们再也没有说话了 也就因为这样我们四五年或十几年的姐妹感情就这样完了..

从那天起我终于知道原来所谓的友情是那么的脆弱
我也从此相信没有永远的好朋友 所谓的好朋友只是个代名词 告诉别人我们是认识的
当真正发生事情时 她们却远离你
所以一直到现在我都没办法很真心的去交一个朋友 因为我怕到最后换来的又是一样的结果

但无论如何我都要想你们说声 '对不起' 一句真心的 '对不起'.. 这是我欠你们的一句话.
但我也要说声 '谢谢' 因为你们 我才知道原来 朋友是这样的..
原来 人 是不能犯错的 一旦错了就永远没机会弥补了..

朋友 , 祝你们友谊万岁
Written at Friday, August 7, 2009 | back to top

[ The 167th day in London - Sunnie day ]

刚刚一个小时前,有个朋友失恋了..
她告诉我说 她男朋友变心了..
他们的问题是第三者的出现..
虽然我们只是MSN聊天 但我可以感觉到她的伤心和不甘心
她说 不管怎么样她都会把那个男人枪回来
可是我想说 即使你把他枪了回来 那又怎样..你和他会开心吗?
就因为你的不甘心 面子问题 所以硬把他留在你身边 何必呢?
他 已经变心了. 为什么就不能祝福他们..
我知道要你的是时间..就让时间冲淡一切..
是你的就是你的 不是你的就不是. 强求也没用..不要在作些愚蠢的事情了..
看开点吧..也许下一个会更好 =)
Written at Thursday, August 6, 2009 | back to top

[ The 166th day in London - Rainie day ]

嗨! 好久没没来了..这已经是我的 166th post 了,也刚好是我来伦敦的166th day..
不知不觉我来了会要半年了..这其中当然发生了不少事情.有高兴的,不高兴的..
还记得当初要来时总是担心会一个人..但我很庆兴,认识了一班好友..谢谢你们的陪伴 =)

至于家人,我真的很想念..
虽然天天通电话,但还是很想念..
以前的我总是觉得他们是罗唆的,烦厌的..
可是现在 我才发现他们才是最重要的..

至于我自己,我也不知道..就懂吃喝玩乐..
考试成绩下星期就会懂..其实我也知道我会得什么了 =)
这两个月真的很忙..考完试的第三天就跑去了意大利十天..
意大利真是个很美很古老的地方..真的很喜欢..


梵帝刚


斗兽场


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从意大利回来后就不停的找工作..刚刚开始真的很用心去找.到后来就没心了..
但最后也拿到了一份..虽然很累 但总好过在家无所事事 XD
朋友一个个回马来西亚了,就剩我和瑞切尔..还好有她陪我 =)
参加了一个朋友的毕业典礼..刹那间觉得我真的应该好好读书了!我也要戴四方帽 =P




我与瑞切尔

后来也和 一班朋友去了一个很漂亮的岛 Isle of wight..那里真的很舒服 很舒服 很想在去一次..


青青草原~~~








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