ochhhhhh.Another boring day.I think my tiredness has its good reason to Let me go for snorker tonite XD I'm quite tired actually, my eyes feel like dropping, but I don't feel like sleeping and doing my HW. So, here I am updating and going out tonite! yahoo~

Let's start with this morning..Well, there wasn't anything interesting this morning though. As usual, woke up at 6.00 to get ready for class T.T reached coll around 7.30.was Sitting in the class for almost 6 hours and keep thinking of double entry double entry and still double entry.arghhhhhhhh!!i hate DOUBLE ENTRY!!!!!!!>.<
Well, during the class,i received a msg from jyin (my cousin)who juz felt down from a CAR..yup..A CAR..she said her leg is very painful and need to find someone massage.so we were in ss2- a chinese clinic.after an hour massage.sream like someone killing pig(u are the pig XD). So i think sure u feel much more better now =)i know when Sifu massaging is very painful..but i juz cant control myself..keep laughing donno y..sorrie gal.no next time =P!!

Stuck in the traffic for half an hours when i heading back..and i was so happy my hp rang!!coz i am hungry and finding somebody dinner wit me.it is from joeyee.she also finding someone for dinner XD so we taken sushi as our dinner =)full~arg~

...When I was walking out to joeyee's car, well she's sending me home. Yeah, as I was walking out, I saw siew lee!!(i wonder wat she doing there)(she staying here??!!) Oh gosh, I haven't met her in like years, man! Okla, maybe not years but it's been so long since I last saw her. SHe changed a lot though..erm...or mayb the 'she' not tat 'she'..i juz simply salah tengok..= =

Aih..Nothing to say... Hmmm...Alright, to be continue =)


The patient =)

Picture of the day -


I will bite u if u're naughhhtttyyyyyy O.0


I will kiss u if u're lovely=X



and i will fren u if u're frendllly =D



:)

Loving a person

everyday the very first thought i have at daybreak,

is to open the window and breath the same fresh air you're breathing.


now and then i read the letters that you sent me,

and take myself back to those memories of joy together.

i love you that is all i want to say,

open your heart the man that loves you the most is right beside you.


Chorus:
And i'll run a thousand miles if it is what it takes to be near you.

and i'll give away everything i own to have a place in your heart.

when you smile at me it feels like you had brought out the sun from the clouds.

if you stand beside me i'll be the bravest man in the world.

sometimes when i wandered pass your doorway,

i would hope to see your face through your window.

now and then i have dreams of us together,

life filled with love sharing laughter sharing sorrow.

i love you that is all i want to say,

open your heart the man that loves you the most is right beside you.

Chrousx2

暗戀就是這樣子, "我愛你"三個字就是那麼難說出口.
多麼希望對方自己發現他身邊有我這麼愛他的一個人.

It is so hurtful to be stabbed by a knife, don't you think? But sometimes you just have to take in the pain without saying a word. I remember my statement of 'I've been in pain so frequently, I can never feel pain anymore'. What kinda lie is that? Wow... I'm really surprise at how good I can possibly lie to other people but can't lie to myself. Amazing...Just amazing...I believe that whoevar said that particular phrase felt the same way I did when I don't wanna feel anymore pain, but it keeps coming in.

As a matter of fact, words had killed quarter of me. And I trust it will soon be half. I guess I'm pretty much dead, but thanks to my good talent in putting up a happy-go-lucky mask, I'm glad to say I'm "alright". So, don't worry about me. It's all good yo, go do ur stuff..!

Honestly, I don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings through this particular blog. But if I do, I'd apologise and please don't hesitate to take your weapon to deepen my wounds. Oh don't worry, I think it should be fine. Oh well, after all I've felt how painful it is, isn't it?

Recently i think a lot..my study my future my family my fren my relatioship..i decided to continue my study @ UK..probably will leave in march 09..i told my parents wat i want and they juz smile n said 'u are big enuf..decide urself ok..we will always support u =)'i really cant wait for the day i leave m'sia..but i'd worry alot of thing..es my family..i don wan to miss out every single thing happend on them..i wan to spend every moment wit them..juz like my grandma..my parents..they are getting older.and my sis bro n the small gal..i wan to see her grow up step by step..i really scare after one or two year i come back our relationship will change..
yesterday went out met the two 'UK' ppl..they left m'sia for almost one year dy..so i asked them : 'so now u guys back here..will u feel unusual wit ur family?' hmmm...dilemma T.T

and i met a guy recently..everyone seems like him so much..everyone thought he n me r going out..y...izzit really no frenship btw guys n gals?nop..i don think so..i believe it does..i really tired of tis topic dy..i was thinking y i wan to explain so much???? y not i juz admit it and they juz will keep quiet and end tis topic..ya..i might fall in love wit him but tat will only happen if he willing to and not now..juz let it comes natural and goes natural ok ppl?


next month..Someone I trust most is gonna leave . But, it's not like I can blame it on her. She is going to fight for her future..What's there to blame, anyways? She'll go away from me one day. I don't know who else I can trust other than her. Other than God too, of course. -sigh- She's like my own relative. Don't start wondering and assuming who that is and don't even think I'm a lesbian cause I'm not. I just hope she won't go away...

Thoughts....

~Sometimes I want to tell people of what I feel and what I've been bothered about, but who other than her-has a pair of true listening ears?

~Sometimes I feel like falling and sometimes have fallen, but who other than her would sincerely pick me up or lend me a helping hand and say "It's ok, things will be alright." T.T



Sunway U condo.Side pool

ochhhhhh.Another boring day.I think my tiredness has its good reason to Let me go for snorker tonite XD I'm quite tired actually, my eyes feel like dropping, but I don't feel like sleeping and doing my HW. So, here I am updating and going out tonite! yahoo~

Let's start with this morning..Well, there wasn't anything interesting this morning though. As usual, woke up at 6.00 to get ready for class T.T reached coll around 7.30.was Sitting in the class for almost 6 hours and keep thinking of double entry double entry and still double entry.arghhhhhhhh!!i hate DOUBLE ENTRY!!!!!!!>.<
Well, during the class,i received a msg from jyin (my cousin)who juz felt down from a CAR..yup..A CAR..she said her leg is very painful and need to find someone massage.so we were in ss2- a chinese clinic.after an hour massage.sream like someone killing pig(u are the pig XD). So i think sure u feel much more better now =)i know when Sifu massaging is very painful..but i juz cant control myself..keep laughing donno y..sorrie gal.no next time =P!!

Stuck in the traffic for half an hours when i heading back..and i was so happy my hp rang!!coz i am hungry and finding somebody dinner wit me.it is from joeyee.she also finding someone for dinner XD so we taken sushi as our dinner =)full~arg~

...When I was walking out to joeyee's car, well she's sending me home. Yeah, as I was walking out, I saw siew lee!!(i wonder wat she doing there)(she staying here??!!) Oh gosh, I haven't met her in like years, man! Okla, maybe not years but it's been so long since I last saw her. SHe changed a lot though..erm...or mayb the 'she' not tat 'she'..i juz simply salah tengok..= =

Aih..Nothing to say... Hmmm...Alright, to be continue =)


The patient =)

Picture of the day -


I will bite u if u're naughhhtttyyyyyy O.0


I will kiss u if u're lovely=X



and i will fren u if u're frendllly =D



:)

Loving a person

everyday the very first thought i have at daybreak,

is to open the window and breath the same fresh air you're breathing.


now and then i read the letters that you sent me,

and take myself back to those memories of joy together.

i love you that is all i want to say,

open your heart the man that loves you the most is right beside you.


Chorus:
And i'll run a thousand miles if it is what it takes to be near you.

and i'll give away everything i own to have a place in your heart.

when you smile at me it feels like you had brought out the sun from the clouds.

if you stand beside me i'll be the bravest man in the world.

sometimes when i wandered pass your doorway,

i would hope to see your face through your window.

now and then i have dreams of us together,

life filled with love sharing laughter sharing sorrow.

i love you that is all i want to say,

open your heart the man that loves you the most is right beside you.

Chrousx2

暗戀就是這樣子, "我愛你"三個字就是那麼難說出口.
多麼希望對方自己發現他身邊有我這麼愛他的一個人.

It is so hurtful to be stabbed by a knife, don't you think? But sometimes you just have to take in the pain without saying a word. I remember my statement of 'I've been in pain so frequently, I can never feel pain anymore'. What kinda lie is that? Wow... I'm really surprise at how good I can possibly lie to other people but can't lie to myself. Amazing...Just amazing...I believe that whoevar said that particular phrase felt the same way I did when I don't wanna feel anymore pain, but it keeps coming in.

As a matter of fact, words had killed quarter of me. And I trust it will soon be half. I guess I'm pretty much dead, but thanks to my good talent in putting up a happy-go-lucky mask, I'm glad to say I'm "alright". So, don't worry about me. It's all good yo, go do ur stuff..!

Honestly, I don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings through this particular blog. But if I do, I'd apologise and please don't hesitate to take your weapon to deepen my wounds. Oh don't worry, I think it should be fine. Oh well, after all I've felt how painful it is, isn't it?

Recently i think a lot..my study my future my family my fren my relatioship..i decided to continue my study @ UK..probably will leave in march 09..i told my parents wat i want and they juz smile n said 'u are big enuf..decide urself ok..we will always support u =)'i really cant wait for the day i leave m'sia..but i'd worry alot of thing..es my family..i don wan to miss out every single thing happend on them..i wan to spend every moment wit them..juz like my grandma..my parents..they are getting older.and my sis bro n the small gal..i wan to see her grow up step by step..i really scare after one or two year i come back our relationship will change..
yesterday went out met the two 'UK' ppl..they left m'sia for almost one year dy..so i asked them : 'so now u guys back here..will u feel unusual wit ur family?' hmmm...dilemma T.T

and i met a guy recently..everyone seems like him so much..everyone thought he n me r going out..y...izzit really no frenship btw guys n gals?nop..i don think so..i believe it does..i really tired of tis topic dy..i was thinking y i wan to explain so much???? y not i juz admit it and they juz will keep quiet and end tis topic..ya..i might fall in love wit him but tat will only happen if he willing to and not now..juz let it comes natural and goes natural ok ppl?


next month..Someone I trust most is gonna leave . But, it's not like I can blame it on her. She is going to fight for her future..What's there to blame, anyways? She'll go away from me one day. I don't know who else I can trust other than her. Other than God too, of course. -sigh- She's like my own relative. Don't start wondering and assuming who that is and don't even think I'm a lesbian cause I'm not. I just hope she won't go away...

Thoughts....

~Sometimes I want to tell people of what I feel and what I've been bothered about, but who other than her-has a pair of true listening ears?

~Sometimes I feel like falling and sometimes have fallen, but who other than her would sincerely pick me up or lend me a helping hand and say "It's ok, things will be alright." T.T



Sunway U condo.Side pool