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Written at Thursday, November 26, 2009 | back to top
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I suddenly thought of something..guess what..is his smell! OMG me!
How oodd is it if you are in a room and you can smell yourself.Not your sweaty arm pits but your actual smell, like your own scent? Really has such thing??!!
you know you can actually recognize your partner or friend or family by their smell, it's like either comforting or annoying.but your own smell, I don't know what to think of it..what you think about it? XD
Maybe it's like benci other peoples smell but loving your own farts hahaha..!!
Okay that was super random..BUT I AM JUST SO BORED!!
I was just thinking about something Ivan said last night while he was online. hahaha.. Made me think about some things.. Like sniffing.....
I don't mean to do it and i'm not doing it all the time, but i appreciate guy's collogne wan ok! if it smells nice then i'd like to sit next to you xD coz you smells nice. hahahaha.. or maybe i sit next to you coz i find you so amusing.. Maybe.
I also find those hair creams/gels/spray/whatever other hair products that smell really nice.. It's sooooooooo addictive!!! Don you think so??I smell until.. can go high wan you know..XD it's the same sensation as smelling patrol or mayb elephant glue? only it's more masculine. hahahaa..
This applies for guys and gals though. I know i'm weird..I think everyone will suddenly begin walking 10 feet further away from me now. =(
I'm just saying this coz i'm addicted to someone's scent right now (the strawberry and D&G smell XD)
Written at Saturday, November 21, 2009 | back to top
Since I'm not feeling too well, I've really got nothing much to do besides sleep. You're sort of excused from all other obligations until you get well. That is pretty nice, if you ask me. So, I'm going to take advantage of that. I actually have been for the past week but..hmp!
I believe that.. When you're sick, you should eat anything and everything you want because, if not you just won't eat. =D Lovely theory. It should be made into a law. I have ice-cream cravings when my cough is at its worst.
my finger is itchy..just want to update..
btw..
Happy Halloween ppl!
Written at Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | back to top
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Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it.Maybe for another time xD It's almost 11pm and i still alive! I don't wanna sleep coz i dun wan =)
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me. In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine.. well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
Gosh, my stomach feeling so so so..hmm..dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now
I need a hobby.. I need a story teller.. I need a ... I need a...
Suddenly feeel myselves so random.
it's absolutely pointless.. I said NOTHING.
Good nite!
Written at Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | back to top
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I was feeling rather tired and..not exactly down but rather.. uphappy about certain things and read this..I'm SHARING!! hehehe.. Sharing is caring.
An Indian guy named "Anantharaman Subbaraman" arrived at the New York airport and ended up waiting for his visa for about 2 hours for the authorities to call his name. He got fed up and went to them and asked why they haven't called his name yet. They said that they have been calling him for the last 2 hours as * * * * * * "Anotherman Superman"
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past. Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history. Teacher: Why? Student: There is no future in it.
Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have? Ted: $10. Teacher: You don't know maths. Ted: You don't know my father!
Mother: David, come here. David: Yes, mum? Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse. David: But I will only get my report book tomorrow. Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.
Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test? Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8 Father: So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father. Daughter: It's mummy! Father: How do you know? Daughter: She didn't say anything.
Girl: Do you love me? Boy: Yes Dear Girl: Would you die for me? Boy: No, mine is undying love
Man: How old is your father? Boy: As old as me Man: How can that be? Boy: He became a father only when I was born
Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his? Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything! Son: That's why I say she's no good!
Teacher: "Where were u born?" Student: " Singapore , Sir." Teacher: "Which part?" Student: "All of me, Sir."
A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."
Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."
A boy came home from school with his exam results. "What did u get?" asked his father. "My marks are under water," said the boy. "What do u mean 'under water'?" "They are all below 'C' (sea) level"
Aren't they funny in an un-funny way??? xD Alteast it made me smile =)
It's 9 pm. My eyes are dry and itchy and I'm still watching..what else..
Someone said this to me earlier today. " Sometimes it's ok to be human."
i am wondering.. if maybe I wasn't being a human. Am I not always human? I think I find it easier for me to trust people but not for everyone.
When something someone hurts you a few times, you tend to be aware of everything. It's called self defense. It's suppose to help us NOT get hurt. Wonder if it's mal-functioning now.
I just.. thought about something. Recently, or lets just say, the last.. 1weeks or more? I've been quite the tact-less. In the past I would've bitten my tongue rather than say those things but then now, it's as though my filter's broken or not switched on. i chosen let everything transparent.
I end up saying the wrong things at the wrong time. Yea, so i just had another SMALL blow up with my darling mother..What was it all about? The close one knew. Initially i'm not really that bothered what she said. I'm basically talking to myself. These are her exact words. Her final punch line of the argument.
" Your attitude sucks(in chinese), You CHANGED!"
You call this suck!? A daughter who never argue with you,who always take your words. It's sad you know. I really try to make it work but sometimes you've just got to accept that this is how i am and how i will always be. Something can only be real if it's real on both sides.
Don't understand?
Well giving can only be sincere if it's from the heart. Right? Of course i'm right. So, you can't force me to do something or use the guilt technic to make me feel bad in order to me do to whatever it is you want done. That's just getting me to do it but it doesn't mean i want to.
I realized it's become awkward and hard for me to interact with her. No, the talking is fine. But sometimes, you know i just want a understanding one.
* sigh *. I wish I could and that I didn't feel so restrained and have this need to control all my actions. I want to do what I want but I can't. I know what comes first. I always feel.. as though I can't.
I never change. The only thing different is I'd lost my patient.
Written at Tuesday, October 13, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, October 8, 2009 | back to top
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for you ~ ♥ ♥
David Cook- I don't want to miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing And then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss I just wanna be with you, right here with you, Just like this I just wanna hold you close And feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah And I don't wanna miss a thing
Written at Wednesday, September 2, 2009 | back to top
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when you walk away.. I count the steps that you take.. Do you see how much i need you..
When you'ree gone.. my heart are missing you.. The face that i came to know is missing too.. The words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok..
I miss you.
Obsessive no? Quite.
But u know what? I think to be loved this way, to have the person like you to the point of obsession is what every person wants,right? To have that special person see only you in the world. That's what you call love.. Or so. Hmmmmmmm..
I miss you.
It keeps ringing in your head that you want to see the other person each time you're apart..
You've never feel this way before. Everything you do, no matter what makes your mind back to that special person. At least for the first 20 30 days or so..
We were made for each other..I know we were.. You know we were..Or mayb we both are wrong..
I miss you.
DOn't make this worst. You've already gone and made me mad. I'm sick and tired of your face.
That's break up for you.
I am missing somebody else but not YOU anymore. Trust me.
HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ". It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.
I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.
I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him. I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.
I think I can relate. That's unhealthy.
This is not a good day. Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later. Just, not right now.
ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.
oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA!
nite!
Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top
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Today was so uneventful.. Kinda anyways. Hahahaha.. Woke up only around close to 9 am. Found evelyn is awake and was sorta shocked. I mean, woah!! she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
Was literally stuck to the computer the whole morning. omg.. i have no life!! What was i doing? Facebooking & Plurking.. * * It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat.
Well, was online and.. well, online. Was having weird random conversations about blood, Jlo , relationships, online stuff, bla bla bla..
I had dinner with evelyn at Nandos,Westfield. Odd huh? hahaha.. I haven't been there for a month? whatevar la..
so there we go .. thats all i can think of at that time . so yeah looks like im done here ''cheers''
Sometimes,I wish someone would call me up with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice...
I was randomly googling emo stuff and.. I just realized. Everything's pretty beautiful when you look at it the right way.. I'm glad because ms rachel is recovering gradually from the pain..well done gal!
You know those moments when you feeel you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong? Well, it normally doesn't last very long. Guess we should just live in and for the moment. Savour it because once it's gone, you can't get it back. Nobody wants to live with regrets. It's heartbreaking that I've got some recently.
I’m so stupid. I’m such an open book. I’m such an idiot. =( Right now I’m so tickled with laughter and swirling thoughts that I feeel like laughing and crying at the same time. It’s like a voolcano erupt inside me and I’m going crazy. Breathe breathe breathe..
I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m like so confused about everything. I’m such an idiot. I don’t know why I’m typing this nonsense up but I am. Oh well. Hrmp.. maybe I do know why. It’s because I can’t keep all these weird feelings bottled up or I’ll go crazy. I tend to be like that.. I should just shut up and go to bed..
I just wanted to update. Fingers were itchy.
btw..i miss you..yes,i really do.
Good nite!
Written at Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, August 13, 2009 | back to top
172th...
I'm here to say.......HAPPPPPPPY LEFT HANDED DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
http://www.lefthandersday.com
i love being a lefty! actually i am not a borned lefty. It is a long story. The summary is when i was 5,because of my Unfortunate-ness,my sis fall down top on me!and therefore..my RIGHT hand broke. Because i need to do my homework,need to do everything...so my mum taught me do everything with left hand FOR TEMPORARY. but when my right hand recovered she just reliased, i cant change back. and so...i become a lefty! tats it. END story. XD
Okay this is silly. I NEVER wanted to be a mum. Ok fine, maybe I wouldn't mind in the future but I don't want to cook. I don't belong in the kitchen. Like seriously.
It's 945pm now. For almost 30 minutes, I was in the kitchen peeling this 6 garlicss! OMG. After like 15 minutes, I suddenly realized that my right hand fingers was starting to hurt. I thought it was nothing and continued.
Well you guess what after that? I ACCIDENTLY CUT MY FINGER, caused unknown! OMG. I have a plaster on my finger now. It feels really hot, like you can feel the blood boiling and the pulse. Pretty cool in a way but.. it hurts lah. Then it also feels like you've burnt your fingers and about 3 layers of skin came off.
And now I can't even do anything properly anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A KITCHEN-like MOM. I don't belong there. Guess I'll have to marry a dude who can cook. hehehe. And in today's world, I guess that is possible..? hmmmmmm.. XD
Just for the record, I'm NOT emo as many of you may think. I'll be perfectly fine once I've got enough sleep and intoxicated myself a bit. XD
I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to you. .
Because you, I learned ABC Because you, I have a happy childhood Because you, I have learned all
Thank you for taking care of me for twenty-one years Thank you for allowing me the freedom to fly Thank you for allowing me to think I was the best Thank you for allowing me to achieve my dream Thank you for letting me know that my mother was a great
I hope you always happy I hope you always healthy
Thank you, and the endless hope that you will be blessed!
1. the rules of the game get posted at the beginning 2. each player answer the question bout themselves 3. at the end of the post the player then tags 5 ppl and post their names then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play
Starting time: 940pm.
Name: Min fang . erica . MD.. the list goes on =) Sisters: One Brothers: One Shoe Size: 6 or 7 Height: 160cm =( Where do u live : currently in London. Favourite drinks: Starbucks GreenTea Frapp! Favourite breakfast: Bread.
Have u ever.. been on the plane: Yea. swam in the ocean: Yup, but I don't like the sea all that much. I always think a jellyfish is creeping up behind me to sting me! HAHA..yeah, paranoia,tell me about it. fallen asleep at skool: a couple.. times.. maybe more.. def. more.=p broken some one's heart: me? hahaha.. fell off ur chair: hrmp..no i guess~ saved email: nop. My inbox always empty.
what is in ur room like: normal room loh.. what right beside u: my body cream and hp. what is the last thing you ate: Tomyam Rice Noodles.
Ever had... chicken pox: Nop! sore throat: Just recovered from one. stitches: YEAHHH! broken nose: nope. But it's so FLAT!!
do u... believe in love at first sight: Obviously not. You're insane to. like picnics: If it's a windy evening, then sure!
who was/were.. the last person you danced with: * thinks *.. tak da =) last made u smile: my mom!hahah..
Talk to someone u like: Sure! I hearts my Plurk mate~ They're so random. kissed anyone: Today? Nop. get sick: Just recovered.
Now... talk to an ex: Nop. miss someone: yes.. odd eh? * sigh *. eat: err.. nothing? is there a person who is on ur mind now: Yup.
Do u have any siblings? You asked me that up there, LOSER.
Do u smile often? YEa.
Do u like ur hand writing? it's okay.
Are ur toe nails painted? Nope.
Whose bed other than urs you rather sleep in? My grandma's.
What colour shirt are u wearing now? Pink!
What were u doin at 7.oopm yesterday? plurking..? perhaps? no, I think I was eating. Probably bathing.. or something.
When did u last cry? Juz 2 days ago.
Are u a friendly person? Not really. That's bad..
Where is the person u feeling for right now? Wait, what? The person I'm feeling for? o.O I'm stumped. How can I be feeling for the person?
Did u hold hands with the person who means anything to you today? no!
Do u sleep with the tv on? No TV here.but i sleeeep wit my lappie on. I just mute it and fall asleep. haha..
What are u doin right now? doing tag lo!
Have you crawled through a window? I'm sure you have too.
Can you handle the truth? Nope. I'm a loser. but i'm cool. * smiles *
Are you too forgiving? sometimes.
Are you closer to your mum or father? Mummy!
Who was the last person you cried infront of? myself.
5 THINGS I WAS DOIN IN 10 YEARS AGO - I was.. 11 yrs old! 1. Getting angry with people playing with my hair 2. learning paino 3. playing catching 4. study so hard for UPSR 5. timetable SO FULL!
5 THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST 1. Graduate in 2 years time! 2. Become a pretty women~ 3. Must get myself a present when i am 21th! 4. learn how to cook! lol.. 5. bring someone home..lol..
5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE 1. Buy a nice car! 2. Get a big house and 3 maids to clean it. HAHA! 3. Buy my hubby anything his heart desires. 4. Give my kids the best education possible 5. and.. open a TEDDY shop!
5 OF MY BAD HABITS 1. procrastination 2. pride 3. impulsivity 4. nail biting 5. Stubborn
5 places i lived in: 1.Terengganu 2. Ampang 3. SUnway 4. London 5. -
5 JOBS I'VE HAD NONE T T..
ending time: 1001pm
I tag.. If you're name is somewhere up there then you're tagged lah =)
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head? I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
[ The 68th day in London - Sunnie day : pre-labour day ]
Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it..HA!Maybe for another time..It's almost 10pm. right now..I don't wanna sleep coz if i do, i'll wake up with a hang over. lol. Silly me :P
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me..In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine..well,whatevr my cooooooooky imagination can come up with.. juz ignore me~
Actually,i am looking for my ginna picture..anyways, my goodness, you woudn't believe what i was a CUTE AND photogenic kid..NEVER look at the camera in every single photo..Hahahahaa..But it kinda brought back lot of memories..Was thinking back and u know, just reminiscing..Oh! And i was so amused by these few photos..Coz it was a family photo(including my grandpa),we were all gathered around.Think it was Chinese New YEar..
Ahahahahaa.. kinda blurr but i'll post it and see how it looks. ~ thanks CP for the pic :D
1989
In between 1998-2000..i miss him so much..'How are you?'
Sista Ruby & Cousins Jusim & Julean
Fiona & Ruby
Fiona & Erica [ In btw 1992 -1995 ]
Fiona & Erica [ 2009 ]
Erica . Fiona . Ruby . MinTon [ in btw 1992-1995]
Ruby . Erica . Fiona . Jyin [1993]
Fiona . Jyin . Erica . Ruby [ 2008 ]
*hugs*
Written at Wednesday, April 29, 2009 | back to top
oh would you look at that. it's another person's birthday again. Happy Birthday, JO! Though I haven't seen much of you and probably don't know what's going on with you recently, hope you have a good one. Loves from the other side :) *hugs*
I tagged along with my cousin who is studying in Oxford U and Suan~. It was juz a simple outing and since we have nothing to do..so we decided to watch movie and go for dinner later..and we chosen 'Let the Right One In'.
Let the Right One In
It is a 2004 vampire fiction novel by Swedish writer John Ajvide Lindqvist. The story centers on the relationship between a 12-year-old boy, Oskar,and a 200-year-old vampire child,Eli,of indeterminate gender.YA! 2 ginna kissed! It was like WTH when i saw it..
And the most unbelievable is the book was a bestseller in the author's home country of Sweden and has been translated into Danish, German, Russian and English in 2007! A Swedish language film version by the same name, directed by Tomas Alfredson, was released in 2008 to widespread critical acclaim. An English language remake, to be directed by Matt Reeves, is scheduled for release in 2010.
Ok Sounds good rite..I'm usually okay with horror flicks and the gore but somehow, this movie got to me and freaked me out.I'm not kidding okay.I shouldnt watch the movie.And I would've walked out but I just HAD to be sitting there coz of my 10pounds!Hoorahhh for me.And I was so sleepy..I hated the show.
I was so traumatized after the show.. * shakes head *. Confirm, I really can't watch RUSSIAN horror flicks no more.Instead of being able to watch a nice, unSCARY, unTRAUMATIZING movie, like I Love you man,or maybe just cartoon,I just HAD to watch tat stupid russian movie!
OH YA the happiest thing is..i ate Ben & Jerry ~ strawberry cheesecake..i heart it~~ :D
B&J - Strawberry cheesecake,MUST TRY!
And the B&J 's fans :D *ta da*
Ms. Erica :D
Written at Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | back to top
[ The 60th day in London - Sunnie day ]
hey ya! Happy 2month Anniversarrrrrry ya ^ ^ *firework*
I got something to tell..
I was rushing to get on school on time because I woke up late today =) yes..again =D Well,while rushing,I had wear my lens be4 i went out..they felt weird once I put them on but since I was rushing,I ignored them and off I went to school.
I still ended up late I think. i reached school around..erm..945? HAHAHAHA.. There goes my effort. =D
Well,I suddenly realized I couldn't focus on my work without getting dizzy and a slight headache.I was like WHAT?!Then I stopped and thought for a while.I solved the mystery when I remembered my power.I put on the wrong side!WHich means I was wearing the wrong sides.Like I'm wearing the Right lens on the left eye and Left lens on the right eye.The lucky thing is i always bring my lense case along when i am out! ^ ^
Hahaha.. Stupid yet clever. For a moment there,to imagine we're the future of tomorrow. ~~~~~~~
I should go to bed. But the washing machinee stil running..BAJU AKU BILA BOLEH SIAP AAAAAAA!
[ The 57th day in London - Sunny day wit rainie Mood ]
I. am. so. very. bored. I wanna type an emo post after this. Why? NO REASON. I just wanna do it Haih.
Could you live with yourself after everyone has seen through you..The transparent you..No secrets.. shadows to hide out.. Nothing...Just you.. and you..
Stand infront of the mirror.. Look at the person staring right back at you..Could you meet those eyes?If you could,what did you seee then? Sadness? Loneliness? Pain? Suffering? Happy with what you see? take out layers of make-up, eyeshadow, eyeliner, lipgloss and everything unnatural about u.. Behind that fake identity and unreal personality, that's the real you.. If you were that unmasked person for just an hour, could you bear it? Allowing the world to see who you really are for the first time after a long a while..will you?
When your friends see you.. what would happen then? Will they ignore you?Call you lame for being the way you are? Would they treat you like a can of finished COKE?Maybe if you're lucky they will only be verbally hurt you.. Sometimes,yourself assuraance drops so lowit's as though it could never recover.. What then?run far awaaaay?
But in actually fact,who are we? Again.. I can't answer who i am. *suddenly remind me about michael wong's song - 'i am who i am'*
Though i may say,I'm min fang.So? Who's she? A thousand minfang out there..Another nobody?She isn't worth anything..What does she know?Nothing. sleeping perhaps?She's not cool. I don't like her.. She's lame.. What a bitch. Useless. Hopeless. Fake. Unreal. In denial. Not good enough for anything..isn't she?
I don't think i'm pretty enuf.. slim enuf.. tall enuf.. smart enuf.. fat enuf.. short enuf.. lame enuf.. cool enuf.. mature enuf.. enuf enuf enuf..we're never enuf!If we live by the world's standards.. we're never enuf.. It's judgement from others about you.. No, i'm not saying it's bad to get a second opinion but it's living by those opinions that make it very unheallthy..
If you know what i'm talking about,i pray the next time you see somebody that reminds you of this..You heelp them out. Before it's too late for them. before they lose that hope and will to live.. Save them.. Rescue them. Just because nobody did it for you, doesn't mean you have to do it to others.. Remember that.. There's hope. The heart of the matter, is the matter of the heart ..
So the next time you wonder who you are, don't wonder so long..Just say with confidence like i will. I'll say i'm min fang. I am a somebody. Someone who has feelings too. Who cares.. who feels.. who listens.. who dreams.. who wants.. i'm just like you! I'm going to live for me!not anyone else.
Didcha got me?
Written at Wednesday, April 15, 2009 | back to top
[ The 53th day in London - Sunniiie day : VERY HOT! ]
Throughout the day I come up with so many things I want to blog about. However, by the end of the day, I forget them all. Don't you just hate it when that happens? CIS!
oh well~the porthsmouth-ians just went back yesterday and i am going to Porthsmouth for my weekends~hahaha! OH YA! both of them left thing here!SEEEE..still wan say me DOI =P
btw..I'm happy with myself today. Well, sort of. I'd like to congratulate myself on CLEANING MY ROOM! * grin * HAHA! k k..back to topic..in the last few days..we ate a lot..tea a lot..crappeed a lot..bought a lot and watched 2 movies : Fast and Furious 4 & Knowing. Ntg much about Fast n furious 4,it is all about the police story..not much race screen =( the previous 1 nicer..muscle man all around~ =)
then come to Knowing..=.=''''hey gals,can you tell I chose it? hahaha.. COZ WE WERE TOO FREE..DIE DIE also wan to choose 1 movie to watch =.=''sampai call cp to choose for us..hahaha!Starring Nicolas Cage! Mmmmm.. he's getting older =( I'd like to say how much I liked Lucinda!I mean, you have to like her.She gives off the whole mysterious thing..Awesome!then,the whole appearance of Nicolas Cage was..SO DISAPPOINTING!Keep show his very KAN CHEONG FACE..behtahan betul!* switching out of fan girl mode *.
and what the heck was up with the black rocks lah?!It was freaky that the guy kept appearing out of nowhere then dissapearing and stare at them..i am so pening!I thought EE was the cousin of ET.Seriously!The woman, Diana,was so annoying...GO AWAY LA..I wanted to slap her..The alien's ending was so stupid!OMG! Couldn't they come up with a better one?Overall, besides the endingand the women, it wasn't that bad but.. Eeeepp! The ending really killed it..yer!
Omg.. it's 945pm right now.. But no one on the Plurk!Actually I know why..all busying with their assignment..i am the free-est 1!!!ah!! Okay this is like.. a really amusing thing okay...=(
I am so bored that I began googling people's names. Don't ask me why,I just was.I tried mine and came up with nothing because minfang is used so often, you don't get much. ANYWAYS, I tried Faye, I tried Vitto, I tried this.. and that.. and after many many names..yeah. HAHAHA.. so random.. and was webcam wit my lovesssss 1 juz now..MISS THEM A LOT AAAAAAAAAAAA! how are ya doing there =( I love yet hate the internet...
Grandma + Small gal ..peace V~
Mummy..She shout at me after i showed her this DON-CARE face..haha!
I feel like a turkey..OMG!I need to do some exercise..the last few days i went to Leeds & York..crazily sinful foods =D I'm going crazy not to mention high on sugar rushes! o.O
Anyways, recently..when I'm super bored,you know what I do?no~~~not sleeeeping~Hehehe..it's really amusing..I go on facebook and click on Bathroom wall..I found this application a couple of weeks ago..it's the BOMB!!you'll find really funny/awesome post..And some pretty/sweet stuff too..
Like I just read one about this person asking people for several ways how to make her parents think she's crazy...lol.. The answers are hilarious! you should go read it if you have the time. if not, go add the application and do your own exploring. hehehee..
Anyways,besides that,i'm SUPER DUPER CRAZILY BORED. and though I know I should be doing some work,I'm just not in the mood too~..
Don't I have a bright future. lol..
Folks =D [ City wall,York ]
[ is watching Perfect Cut 1..superb nice aaaarrr!i wan go for cosmetic surgery!! =D ]
[ The 35th day in London - Earth Hour . Rainy day ]
Hello ppl~ didcha switched off ur light at 830pm for one hour? yea i did~XD
I went out this morning. Got back about an hour ago =D
Today the portsmouth-ian : ah boon and cp gan came to London ,for 2 purposes : 1st,go Harrod hav a look at the Malaysia Festival Fair.2nd,head to London Eye support Earth Hour. What i though of the Malaysia Festival Fair was.hrmp..got lot of Malaysia FOOD,Introdution of Malaysia's place..bla bla bla..BUT that is only a small corner about BATIK! = ="' the only valuable thing to see is OUR QUEEN's signature.SHE WAS IN D HARROD!haha..
Later we went walking around after dinner..IN D RAIN..went to Piccadily Circus then London Eye juz to support the Earth Hour and see the London Eye without LIGHT..BUT THAT WAS SO DISAPPOINTING LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!Coz according to CP,the London Eye will switch off and the BIG BEN will not(everyone of us believe that it wont) So we arrived there about half an hour ealier and only focused @ d london eye.So u know what happend later? The Big Ben SWITCHED OFF THE LIGHT and The London Eye DOES NOT! We missed!CIS !
Lalala.. so we ended up celebrating Earth Hour at the Picaddily Circus.Lol,a bit sad lar but it was okay.Atleast we were out or something.. * trying to be positive here.. =P
So thats it for the day..=) *i will upload the pic very soon!*
today i went to Greenwich,the National Maritime Museum and The Royal Observatory wit Ah Suan =) Didcha know where is Greenwich ..And u know what is so special there? i bet most of you donno =P..nvm~ actually the day before today i donno also =) let me tell you then~
According to Wiki..Greenwich is a district in south-east London, England and it is so special because it is Prime Meridian.The Prime Meridian is the meridian(line of longitude) at which longitude is defined to be 0°.and it known as the International Meridian or Greenwich Meridian.
Then,TheGreenwich Observatory was set up to study means of fixing longitude and recommended to their governments that Greenwich should be adopted as the prime meridian.The decision was by no means unanimous.Over the following years the various governments adopted Greenwich officially as prime meridian.
So u know GTM?it is mean solar time,with midday defined as the at the time at which the sun crosses the Greenwich Meridian, 0 degrees longitude.Sounds very GEO aaa....BEHTAHAN!
ok back here..Later then scientists found that,they needed a more exact measurement of a second,and brought in Universal Co-ordinated Time(UTC).UTC has officially replaced GMT,but for all but the most,most people still refer to GMT.UTC is co-ordinated from Paris, although it is based on Greenwich,not Paris time.DON ASK ME WHY.
So.......In the courtyard of the Observatory, and just outside, are brass strips set in the ground and walls marking the exact site of the line of the meridian.It is therefore possible to stand astride the line,with a foot in each hemisphere : a favourite tourist occupation..i am tourist?? nop~ i am the student :D
The weather coming home today matched my mood.It rained.I smiled.
You may skip it if you don't want me to dampen your sunny day good mood.I promise I won't hold it against you at all.Besides,even I would have to think twice about reading it if I wasn't me.Seriously..
I'm sad.I'm upset.I'm on the verge of tears. I am not happy I am not happy I am not happy!!!!!!
It's been a really rough day. I'm so tired. Quite drained really. But it wasn't all bad. I had fun. A good time and it was nice to know someone cared. At least I'm not worth nothing.
I'm sitting in my room with the lappie on my lap with the itunes switched to the radio channel and it's playing light music ( Your classiscal choice ).How depressing is that? Very.
Snap out of it!I've got the weekend to look forward too!I've so much freedom now!why is it I am unable to enjoy that?Or at least,I don't seem too happy about it? Besides,i juz discussed about summer trip to Paris wit suan when we were having lunch.I should at least be more cheerful about it.
But then, I just seem unable to smile. Something happend. Even if I do,I obviously don't mean it. Even if I'm cheerful or laughy-like,can't you just sense how much of a show it is I'm putting on?
Sorry, I'm beginning to cross over into that drama queen side.And I'm still out of cheese so,that makes me sad too. No cheese and crackers.DULL.
I shouldn't allow myself to sink so low to such stages.It's unhealthy and nobody wants to be around a sad,depressing,emo person.So,nobody wants to be around me.Just as well maybe.
I wish someone would call me up sometime with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice.
Mayb Mayb Maybe deep down inside me, i'm just a weak person.
Written at Wednesday, March 25, 2009 | back to top
[The 32th day in London] I wonder sometimes.How do we even begin to learn a language? What makes us ask about something,wanting to gain more knowledge about a certain topic,to breach that stupidity to all knowing-ness.Goshhhhhh, there I go again inventing my own vocabulary.>.< I like being a nightowl O.o I know it's not healthy and of course I do enjoy the moments of SHUT eye that I am able to have each night though I may not always fufill the required 8 hours =P I don't have a healthy sleeping pattern. I hope you do though.
But as I was saying,I adore the way I'm able to actually hear myself think without having other people distrupt my thoughts... I contemplate many things,but more often than not,I wonder bout the importaance and relativaty of my thoughts to life..To other people: Do you have such questions?Such problems?Such interests?Such thoughts?Or am I the only weirdooo on the face of the earth that goes through everyday struggles but make them up to be the biggest problems in my life and..if they go unsolved, would result in the end of the world. Dooms day & emo day. I HATE YESTERDAY. ( u know w h y )
Anyways,I've started my midnight excavations again and I'm revelling in the joy it brings me.I do enjoy it because it's MY time.Time with myself.To reflect.To think.To consider.To decide.To do watevar i wan. Sometimes i just like to being alone.
I've also noticed that the sound of my fingers grazing over the keyboard and applying bit pressure that would magically make a post appear on the screen where the it has indicated..Oddlly enough,it calms me down.A feeling of serenity would be able to envelope me and carry me off to the place where I had last left my thoughts.I LOVE BLOGGING. (L)
I just like it. Though I was looking back at some photographs from the past year or two,It made me miss everyone a lot.
I might see you around in school and you're there, but because of our hectic lives and mayb selfish-ness,we don't have the time or rather we don see the importance of making time to slow down,take a breather and ask the person beside you. " How are you doing?" Not just asking for the sake of conversation or small talk.but to really find out if they're okay.
I read a book and it says : "We're all amazing actors and actresses.Able to wear a mask and hide the pain and burdens on our shoulders that we force our fragile selves to carry alone." yea,is true.Sometimes,maybe we could help each other along the road and depend a little on someone else for a while.Just until we get our footing again.But i never learn from my past lesson.
See,I told you the nocturnal being me..can only think and consider things like a human being in times where the area that I live in is silent..alone.. and still..I like it.
Yes, hello again people. It’s ME!! * confetti is releaased from the ceiling and trumpets and music resounds in the room * Oh sorry, was enjoying the moment there.=P Hehe..i am gila-ing wit my new hp.. Yea, syok sendiri.. AGAIN. Can’t believe it’s SUNDAY today. I mean, so fast and the week’s gone.tml hav to wake up early again = = Sheeshh..
I went to Asda today (FYI : Asda is a supermarket which is like our Giant) actually ntg special but like for the first time, I actually went out wit Koffi -my housemate who i juz know him for one week!!! WOOHOOO!! So cool wei! Hahaha..
and it comes to lunch time!we went to a desert shop coz we were not really hungry. I ordered the yogurt cheesecake and he ordered a classical cheese cake; not very impressive and how can the desert shop NOT have strawberry ICE-CREAM?!!!!!!!! Omg. I wanted the banana split but there wasn’t any strawberry and I didn’t like chocolate, so it would’ve turned out to be 3 vanillas! Eeeee.. sien man.I could hardly enjoy the cake but he did. Only thing I could do was imagine it is secret recipe's yogurt cheese cake!~ = = after that another housemate came..really didn’t do much after that. Ended up talking..talking and talking..^^
Came home, stoned for quite a while before watching 'Bangkok Dangerous'..
Bangkok dangerous
* sigh *.. Bitching session with TONsssssssS of spoilers.Skip if you plan on watching it..Skip if you don't want to hear me bitch about the show. Skip.. well, just skip it. lol.
I mean, the whole inflatuation with the deaf girl was so stupid!Unrelated and totally a waste of cinema tape!AND,if she's bloody deaf,how the heck do you expect her to HEAR the beat of the music to dance?! DID YOU NOT THINK OF THAT?! The only reason I'm so bothered by the show is because I was expecting so much moreeeee..=(
Then the action is plain..I can honestly say I thought Fury was 10 times better.And there story line isn't very nice at all.Wait,is there even a storyline?It's so weak! It's so frustrating to watch.I know,can you sense the annoyance? It's.. crazy!
Besides the movie, I guess it was a good day. Wait, it is a good day.
You have to type the 1st thing thatcomes to mind whenever you hear these things.You can’t think and go back and change your answers.
1. Beer: brother~ 2. McDonald's: ApplePie! 3. Relationships: A poison 4. Purple: Floower! 5. Power Rangers: pink ranger ^^ 6. Weed: pot 7. Steroids: Jon and Kingsley. lol.. 8. Cartoons: Power Puff gal! 9. The President: Obama
I.. 1)...am obsessed with: books! 2)...can't live without: the internet. I think to a certain extend, i'm addicted =D 3)...am proud of: wat i am doing =) 4)...really need to: get use to the WAAATERRRRRRRRR! 5)...don't get why: i love vanness! 6)...relax by: singing~~(8) 7)...am excited about: vanness =D!
My.. 1)...fridge usually contains: everything but not FISH.. ! 2)...teenage years were: awesome to the end. 3)...family is: lovely ~ (L) 4)...biggest regret: not expressing myself all those times. 5)...friends don't understand why: I'm such a doi sometimes =( 6)...attitude to exercise: be semangated about it!! yEAH!
8 random facts about myself 1. I like teddy. Ever since I was a little girl, i loved teddy. I have a lot of teddy at home. Pictures.Named.Everything teddy!!! I love teddy ~(L)!
2. I'm in love with music. I think music is a way of life. I love them! And I just love listening at them over and over again for hours and hours on end.
3. If you really get to know me, I'm crazily love vanness. Hahaha. I know this isn't something I should say here coz.. i really love him~lol!
4. I don't like durian. I have several friends who love it so much! and I can't understand how that is possible. I can't eat coz it's smell makes me feel sick..
5. I dream of own a teddy house. Yeah! It's always been my dream..HAHAHA.Yeah, that's a secret dream of mine but i guess it ain't so secret anymore.=)
6. I don't know how to be girly. You know you go out with a whole bunch of girls and they just seem to be able to get into the whole girly role which I fail miserably at. I'm not a tomboy, but neither am I one of those girls who speak laugh loudly..freak out over the latest fashion or sit like a boy =D I just CANNOT. No matter how hard I try. T T
7. I really don't mean to be doi. I really don't! I try my best not to be but yet, I just come off as being it.=(
8. I love hugs. It may not seem apparent to a lot ( if not all ) people but i absolutely LOVE hugs. So yeah, if you see me, HUG me. Hehehhee..
DONE!! So i tag..
1. Wong Wai 2. CP 3. Ivan 4.Slash 5. Li jing 6. Nick
About probably 2 sunday ago ( or so..? ), i reached London! Yeahhhh!
erm ntg much to say..
basically..
the weather is COLD.. the guy is muscular..^^ the gal is tall..and i am the short one =( the main dishes are BURGER and FRIES.. the water here is suckxxxx.... the ppl like coffee and coke...
Yeeshhhhhhh ~.. and I can't believe my mum actually MISS me so much!She call me every alternate day asking the same question..== normally it would be the kid who call the mother right,but in my situation,it's my mum calling..lol!How will i ever be an independant gal like this?!but honestly..i am missing her too..and everyone in M'sia..OH GOSH..wat am i saying!i juz came here for 2 week! and i'm missing them..see!how useless am i! *slap me * haha!!
I've nothing really much to tell you.. but i've got some random pictures in my facebook that i've posted. It's beats reading anything, don't you think? =D
Written at Friday, February 20, 2009 | back to top
CP's Tag =)
001. Name → Yap Min Fang 002. Nickname(s) → erica . ah fang . ah phang . big eye monster . alient . bee phang 004. Zodiac sign → sagistaarius 005. Male or female → Femaale 006. Elementary → Tadika moral wat...cant remember dy.. :D 007. Middle School → SJK Chung Hwa Wei Sin 008. High School → SMK Chung Hwa Wei Sin 009. College School ->HELP University College 010. Hair color → currently in dark brown 011. Long or short → short 012. Loud or Quiet →quiet :P 013. Sweats or Jeans → sweats 014. Phone or Camera → Phone 015. Health freak → Try to be healthy alwayss 016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink but no smoke. 017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes juz happend las few days ago! 018. Eat or Drink → Drink. 019. Piercings → Ears... 020. Tattoos → nop but i wish to has one :(
FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → Form 3. 024. First best friend → jia yu. but lost contact dy T T 025. First award → 6 years old? cant remmeber dy la! 026. First crush → Donno. 027. First pet → i hav no pet. 028. First big vacation → Thailand (same as cp :D)tat time i was 4 years old. 030. First big birthday → stadard 6 coz i got 7As in UPSR..haha!
CURRENTLY: 049. Eating → shabu shabu @ oneU 050. Drinking → water 052. I'm about to → think where to go tml :) 053. Listening to → 'Shu Yu' by Fish Leong 054. Plans for today → going to sleeeeep soon. 055. Waiting for → somebody call :D
YOUR FUTURE: 058. Want kids? → Yes. 059. Want to get married? → Yes. 060. Careers in mind → someone present me a superb big teddy :D
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE? 068. Lips or eyes → Eyes. 070. Shorter or taller? → Taller. 072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic! 073. Nice stomach or nice arms → none of them. i wan nice attitude :) 074. Sensitive or loud→ both also tak suka but Loud is better than sensitive. 075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship 076. Trouble maker or hesitant → ==
HAVE YOU EVER: 080. Lost glasses/contacts → contacts. 081. Ran away from home → No. 082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Yes, Pepper Spray. 083. Killed somebody → of course nopee! 084. Broken someone's heart → nop. 85. Been arrested →NO. 087. Cried when someone died → Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 089. Yourself → sometimes. 090. Miracles → YES. 091. Love at first sight → nop. 092. Heaven → yea wit a lot of teddy. 093. Santa Claus → NO 094. Tooth Fairy → NO 095. Kiss on the first date → no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes i think :) 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes. 099. Do you believe in God → yes. 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ ?
Jus do it if u like :)
Written at Sunday, February 15, 2009 | back to top
Tagged by Nobody =) 1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.. 2. Don’t change your clothes, just take a picture.. 3. Post that picture with NO editing.. 4. Post the picture with these instruction
Dark circle,eye beg,pimples and superb dry lips..Natural enuf? ~_~
1.What's your ambition? A Charted Accountant, or a very successful business women.
2.What do u like the most about your siblings? okiie, i have two siblings a sister and a brother. Second i am. Age gap is 2 years and 3 years. Not really big gap rite :D So, sister is a good listener when i got problem, brother is a good entertainer when i am BORED. LOLS.
3.Are u looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend? erm still looking. maybe not for the right one and right time.
4.Do you think you have enough confidence? Sometimes, over confidence ( too much syok sendiri dy!) haha!i should be more humble perhaps :)
5.How many babies you want? i love babies~ but i prefer only 2.
6.Do you wanna play this tag? yea..i'm kinda free recently..it is another way to kill my time! so yeah!!
7.What is your goal for this year(2009)? complete 6 papers within a year either. Totally quit clubbing (i know sure u are saying 'oh erica..pls!'), which is impossible considering that i am flying off to london which is a drinker's heaven!lol..And most of all, meet new friends! 100 new? Think is possible? yea of course, i am a v friendly person ^&^
8. Do you think you're clever? hrmpp...i think not in terms of academics :D i am only above average. i guess :0
9.What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?(list 10) no one is perfect my dear..but at least my him must Loves to smile, Laughs at my Jokes, play sport, Able to give me space when needed, Not materialistic, Accepts the lifestyle i am undergoing, Loves cuddling, Loves dressing up plainly,loves teddy, loves cakes, and most of all, Loves Me. :D
10.Do u ever wonder where you would end up after you die? don't really wanna think about that right now.
11.What are your bad habits? o h a lot! I drink (yeah i know, but used to be excessively) I love junk food. I am Lazy with my works. I am choosy. I don like fish. I only will study a week before the exam. I don like to touch housework.
12. Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself? My bad Habits, the way i talk, and my height! lol
13. State a random fact about yourself? I am a superb teddy fans.
14.What does flying means to you? f r e e d o m
15.What do you crave for the most currently? LV neverfull beg!!! (dad u should know wat to do ya ^^)
16.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words. Brothaaa, Understanding, Funny, Not-lame,Gayish :D
17.Are you currently single? Sadly, yeshh.
18.What is in your mind now? waiting for friend to call yumcha after his work with the gang ..
19. Do you believe in fate? Everything happens for a reason. There is a reason why you meet and when you meet a person. Its called fate, and its written, but up to you to change it.
20.Who do you want to be 10 years later. i'll be 31, i'll be somebody's mom..haha! JUST KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG
i wanna be famous, popular and known. I want people to know who i am. for the Do's and Don'ts in mylife. i know, i am ambitious. XD
Tag 5 people?? TOOOO lazy to do that.. whoever wanna do it. go on! Its a way to voice out and let people know more about you.
Nite!
Written at Saturday, February 14, 2009 | back to top
random pic random post
Happy belated Chinese New Year, Everyone!!!
Even if you're chinese or not. Hehehe..
That was just a random thought in my head. =D I don't really know wat to post,well, not entirely anyways. ~...
U S without g.fiona =(
Grandma's child
grandma's grandchild
The pretty women- aunty mimi . aunty chan . my mom aunty yap =)
Bet you thought I was going to relate the story about Saint Valentino to you.Well,you're wrong!XD Because I'm not.I'm rajin,but not that.Haha..Maybe tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow and tomorrow =) We'll see how my mood is, okay? hehehe..
Anywhere...
Happy Valentine's Day!!
May we ( me ) single people enjoy the day meant to treasure the special person in your like; a couple.How nice~ Hahaha..
No worries, I have nothing against Valentine's day yet.
Written at Saturday, January 17, 2009 | back to top
I was watching ' The Color Purple ' yesterday.
It's an old film. Dealing with african americans in the olden days where women weren't respected, treated as dirt and property. I thoroughly enjooyed it. Seriously!! It's starring Whoopi Goldberg. She's awesome!! Don't you think?
Believe it or not, that's her. Can you even begin to imagine how old this film is? I mean, she's so young her!! Woahhhhh.
Then here's another shocker. Guess who else was in the film? Oprah Winfrey.Shocker no? Hehehe.. She looks quite different though there are some similarities but I didn't think I'd stumble over her in such a film, moreover playing a role that she did. She played Sofia, this brash aggressive woman.
I was super tired because I stayed up till 5.30 am. watching the prestige..haha! I planned to sleep but then I stumbled onto this show and was hooked. I sat on the couch for 2 and a half hours glued to this show. Not to mention is was quite a tear jeerker though i thought the music they matched with the sad moments was a bit off. Also, Shug Avery sort of in a way stole the show from Miss Celie..Overall, it's a good show. go watch! anywhere...It was based on the book with the same title by Alice Walker...
erm so..good nite btw..i need a hug..can i?? =D
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Written at Thursday, December 3, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, November 26, 2009 | back to top
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I suddenly thought of something..guess what..is his smell! OMG me!
How oodd is it if you are in a room and you can smell yourself.Not your sweaty arm pits but your actual smell, like your own scent? Really has such thing??!!
you know you can actually recognize your partner or friend or family by their smell, it's like either comforting or annoying.but your own smell, I don't know what to think of it..what you think about it? XD
Maybe it's like benci other peoples smell but loving your own farts hahaha..!!
Okay that was super random..BUT I AM JUST SO BORED!!
I was just thinking about something Ivan said last night while he was online. hahaha.. Made me think about some things.. Like sniffing.....
I don't mean to do it and i'm not doing it all the time, but i appreciate guy's collogne wan ok! if it smells nice then i'd like to sit next to you xD coz you smells nice. hahahaha.. or maybe i sit next to you coz i find you so amusing.. Maybe.
I also find those hair creams/gels/spray/whatever other hair products that smell really nice.. It's sooooooooo addictive!!! Don you think so??I smell until.. can go high wan you know..XD it's the same sensation as smelling patrol or mayb elephant glue? only it's more masculine. hahahaa..
This applies for guys and gals though. I know i'm weird..I think everyone will suddenly begin walking 10 feet further away from me now. =(
I'm just saying this coz i'm addicted to someone's scent right now (the strawberry and D&G smell XD)
Written at Saturday, November 21, 2009 | back to top
Since I'm not feeling too well, I've really got nothing much to do besides sleep. You're sort of excused from all other obligations until you get well. That is pretty nice, if you ask me. So, I'm going to take advantage of that. I actually have been for the past week but..hmp!
I believe that.. When you're sick, you should eat anything and everything you want because, if not you just won't eat. =D Lovely theory. It should be made into a law. I have ice-cream cravings when my cough is at its worst.
my finger is itchy..just want to update..
btw..
Happy Halloween ppl!
Written at Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | back to top
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Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it.Maybe for another time xD It's almost 11pm and i still alive! I don't wanna sleep coz i dun wan =)
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me. In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine.. well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
Gosh, my stomach feeling so so so..hmm..dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now
I need a hobby.. I need a story teller.. I need a ... I need a...
Suddenly feeel myselves so random.
it's absolutely pointless.. I said NOTHING.
Good nite!
Written at Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | back to top
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I was feeling rather tired and..not exactly down but rather.. uphappy about certain things and read this..I'm SHARING!! hehehe.. Sharing is caring.
An Indian guy named "Anantharaman Subbaraman" arrived at the New York airport and ended up waiting for his visa for about 2 hours for the authorities to call his name. He got fed up and went to them and asked why they haven't called his name yet. They said that they have been calling him for the last 2 hours as * * * * * * "Anotherman Superman"
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past. Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history. Teacher: Why? Student: There is no future in it.
Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have? Ted: $10. Teacher: You don't know maths. Ted: You don't know my father!
Mother: David, come here. David: Yes, mum? Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse. David: But I will only get my report book tomorrow. Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.
Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test? Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8 Father: So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father. Daughter: It's mummy! Father: How do you know? Daughter: She didn't say anything.
Girl: Do you love me? Boy: Yes Dear Girl: Would you die for me? Boy: No, mine is undying love
Man: How old is your father? Boy: As old as me Man: How can that be? Boy: He became a father only when I was born
Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his? Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything! Son: That's why I say she's no good!
Teacher: "Where were u born?" Student: " Singapore , Sir." Teacher: "Which part?" Student: "All of me, Sir."
A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."
Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."
A boy came home from school with his exam results. "What did u get?" asked his father. "My marks are under water," said the boy. "What do u mean 'under water'?" "They are all below 'C' (sea) level"
Aren't they funny in an un-funny way??? xD Alteast it made me smile =)
It's 9 pm. My eyes are dry and itchy and I'm still watching..what else..
Someone said this to me earlier today. " Sometimes it's ok to be human."
i am wondering.. if maybe I wasn't being a human. Am I not always human? I think I find it easier for me to trust people but not for everyone.
When something someone hurts you a few times, you tend to be aware of everything. It's called self defense. It's suppose to help us NOT get hurt. Wonder if it's mal-functioning now.
I just.. thought about something. Recently, or lets just say, the last.. 1weeks or more? I've been quite the tact-less. In the past I would've bitten my tongue rather than say those things but then now, it's as though my filter's broken or not switched on. i chosen let everything transparent.
I end up saying the wrong things at the wrong time. Yea, so i just had another SMALL blow up with my darling mother..What was it all about? The close one knew. Initially i'm not really that bothered what she said. I'm basically talking to myself. These are her exact words. Her final punch line of the argument.
" Your attitude sucks(in chinese), You CHANGED!"
You call this suck!? A daughter who never argue with you,who always take your words. It's sad you know. I really try to make it work but sometimes you've just got to accept that this is how i am and how i will always be. Something can only be real if it's real on both sides.
Don't understand?
Well giving can only be sincere if it's from the heart. Right? Of course i'm right. So, you can't force me to do something or use the guilt technic to make me feel bad in order to me do to whatever it is you want done. That's just getting me to do it but it doesn't mean i want to.
I realized it's become awkward and hard for me to interact with her. No, the talking is fine. But sometimes, you know i just want a understanding one.
* sigh *. I wish I could and that I didn't feel so restrained and have this need to control all my actions. I want to do what I want but I can't. I know what comes first. I always feel.. as though I can't.
I never change. The only thing different is I'd lost my patient.
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Written at Thursday, October 8, 2009 | back to top
227..
for you ~ ♥ ♥
David Cook- I don't want to miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing And then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss I just wanna be with you, right here with you, Just like this I just wanna hold you close And feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing. 'cause even when I dream of you, The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep, yeah And I don't wanna miss a thing
Written at Wednesday, September 2, 2009 | back to top
191..
when you walk away.. I count the steps that you take.. Do you see how much i need you..
When you'ree gone.. my heart are missing you.. The face that i came to know is missing too.. The words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok..
I miss you.
Obsessive no? Quite.
But u know what? I think to be loved this way, to have the person like you to the point of obsession is what every person wants,right? To have that special person see only you in the world. That's what you call love.. Or so. Hmmmmmmm..
I miss you.
It keeps ringing in your head that you want to see the other person each time you're apart..
You've never feel this way before. Everything you do, no matter what makes your mind back to that special person. At least for the first 20 30 days or so..
We were made for each other..I know we were.. You know we were..Or mayb we both are wrong..
I miss you.
DOn't make this worst. You've already gone and made me mad. I'm sick and tired of your face.
That's break up for you.
I am missing somebody else but not YOU anymore. Trust me.
HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ". It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.
I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.
I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him. I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.
I think I can relate. That's unhealthy.
This is not a good day. Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later. Just, not right now.
ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.
oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA!
nite!
Written at Saturday, August 29, 2009 | back to top
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Today was so uneventful.. Kinda anyways. Hahahaha.. Woke up only around close to 9 am. Found evelyn is awake and was sorta shocked. I mean, woah!! she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
Was literally stuck to the computer the whole morning. omg.. i have no life!! What was i doing? Facebooking & Plurking.. * * It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat.
Well, was online and.. well, online. Was having weird random conversations about blood, Jlo , relationships, online stuff, bla bla bla..
I had dinner with evelyn at Nandos,Westfield. Odd huh? hahaha.. I haven't been there for a month? whatevar la..
so there we go .. thats all i can think of at that time . so yeah looks like im done here ''cheers''
Sometimes,I wish someone would call me up with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice...
I was randomly googling emo stuff and.. I just realized. Everything's pretty beautiful when you look at it the right way.. I'm glad because ms rachel is recovering gradually from the pain..well done gal!
You know those moments when you feeel you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong? Well, it normally doesn't last very long. Guess we should just live in and for the moment. Savour it because once it's gone, you can't get it back. Nobody wants to live with regrets. It's heartbreaking that I've got some recently.
I’m so stupid. I’m such an open book. I’m such an idiot. =( Right now I’m so tickled with laughter and swirling thoughts that I feeel like laughing and crying at the same time. It’s like a voolcano erupt inside me and I’m going crazy. Breathe breathe breathe..
I don’t know what’s going on with me. I’m like so confused about everything. I’m such an idiot. I don’t know why I’m typing this nonsense up but I am. Oh well. Hrmp.. maybe I do know why. It’s because I can’t keep all these weird feelings bottled up or I’ll go crazy. I tend to be like that.. I should just shut up and go to bed..
I just wanted to update. Fingers were itchy.
btw..i miss you..yes,i really do.
Good nite!
Written at Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | back to top
Written at Thursday, August 13, 2009 | back to top
172th...
I'm here to say.......HAPPPPPPPY LEFT HANDED DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
http://www.lefthandersday.com
i love being a lefty! actually i am not a borned lefty. It is a long story. The summary is when i was 5,because of my Unfortunate-ness,my sis fall down top on me!and therefore..my RIGHT hand broke. Because i need to do my homework,need to do everything...so my mum taught me do everything with left hand FOR TEMPORARY. but when my right hand recovered she just reliased, i cant change back. and so...i become a lefty! tats it. END story. XD
Okay this is silly. I NEVER wanted to be a mum. Ok fine, maybe I wouldn't mind in the future but I don't want to cook. I don't belong in the kitchen. Like seriously.
It's 945pm now. For almost 30 minutes, I was in the kitchen peeling this 6 garlicss! OMG. After like 15 minutes, I suddenly realized that my right hand fingers was starting to hurt. I thought it was nothing and continued.
Well you guess what after that? I ACCIDENTLY CUT MY FINGER, caused unknown! OMG. I have a plaster on my finger now. It feels really hot, like you can feel the blood boiling and the pulse. Pretty cool in a way but.. it hurts lah. Then it also feels like you've burnt your fingers and about 3 layers of skin came off.
And now I can't even do anything properly anymore. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A KITCHEN-like MOM. I don't belong there. Guess I'll have to marry a dude who can cook. hehehe. And in today's world, I guess that is possible..? hmmmmmm.. XD
Just for the record, I'm NOT emo as many of you may think. I'll be perfectly fine once I've got enough sleep and intoxicated myself a bit. XD
I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to you. .
Because you, I learned ABC Because you, I have a happy childhood Because you, I have learned all
Thank you for taking care of me for twenty-one years Thank you for allowing me the freedom to fly Thank you for allowing me to think I was the best Thank you for allowing me to achieve my dream Thank you for letting me know that my mother was a great
I hope you always happy I hope you always healthy
Thank you, and the endless hope that you will be blessed!
1. the rules of the game get posted at the beginning 2. each player answer the question bout themselves 3. at the end of the post the player then tags 5 ppl and post their names then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play
Starting time: 940pm.
Name: Min fang . erica . MD.. the list goes on =) Sisters: One Brothers: One Shoe Size: 6 or 7 Height: 160cm =( Where do u live : currently in London. Favourite drinks: Starbucks GreenTea Frapp! Favourite breakfast: Bread.
Have u ever.. been on the plane: Yea. swam in the ocean: Yup, but I don't like the sea all that much. I always think a jellyfish is creeping up behind me to sting me! HAHA..yeah, paranoia,tell me about it. fallen asleep at skool: a couple.. times.. maybe more.. def. more.=p broken some one's heart: me? hahaha.. fell off ur chair: hrmp..no i guess~ saved email: nop. My inbox always empty.
what is in ur room like: normal room loh.. what right beside u: my body cream and hp. what is the last thing you ate: Tomyam Rice Noodles.
Ever had... chicken pox: Nop! sore throat: Just recovered from one. stitches: YEAHHH! broken nose: nope. But it's so FLAT!!
do u... believe in love at first sight: Obviously not. You're insane to. like picnics: If it's a windy evening, then sure!
who was/were.. the last person you danced with: * thinks *.. tak da =) last made u smile: my mom!hahah..
Talk to someone u like: Sure! I hearts my Plurk mate~ They're so random. kissed anyone: Today? Nop. get sick: Just recovered.
Now... talk to an ex: Nop. miss someone: yes.. odd eh? * sigh *. eat: err.. nothing? is there a person who is on ur mind now: Yup.
Do u have any siblings? You asked me that up there, LOSER.
Do u smile often? YEa.
Do u like ur hand writing? it's okay.
Are ur toe nails painted? Nope.
Whose bed other than urs you rather sleep in? My grandma's.
What colour shirt are u wearing now? Pink!
What were u doin at 7.oopm yesterday? plurking..? perhaps? no, I think I was eating. Probably bathing.. or something.
When did u last cry? Juz 2 days ago.
Are u a friendly person? Not really. That's bad..
Where is the person u feeling for right now? Wait, what? The person I'm feeling for? o.O I'm stumped. How can I be feeling for the person?
Did u hold hands with the person who means anything to you today? no!
Do u sleep with the tv on? No TV here.but i sleeeep wit my lappie on. I just mute it and fall asleep. haha..
What are u doin right now? doing tag lo!
Have you crawled through a window? I'm sure you have too.
Can you handle the truth? Nope. I'm a loser. but i'm cool. * smiles *
Are you too forgiving? sometimes.
Are you closer to your mum or father? Mummy!
Who was the last person you cried infront of? myself.
5 THINGS I WAS DOIN IN 10 YEARS AGO - I was.. 11 yrs old! 1. Getting angry with people playing with my hair 2. learning paino 3. playing catching 4. study so hard for UPSR 5. timetable SO FULL!
5 THINGS ON MY TO-DO LIST 1. Graduate in 2 years time! 2. Become a pretty women~ 3. Must get myself a present when i am 21th! 4. learn how to cook! lol.. 5. bring someone home..lol..
5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE 1. Buy a nice car! 2. Get a big house and 3 maids to clean it. HAHA! 3. Buy my hubby anything his heart desires. 4. Give my kids the best education possible 5. and.. open a TEDDY shop!
5 OF MY BAD HABITS 1. procrastination 2. pride 3. impulsivity 4. nail biting 5. Stubborn
5 places i lived in: 1.Terengganu 2. Ampang 3. SUnway 4. London 5. -
5 JOBS I'VE HAD NONE T T..
ending time: 1001pm
I tag.. If you're name is somewhere up there then you're tagged lah =)
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head? I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
[ The 68th day in London - Sunnie day : pre-labour day ]
Wanted to post something inspiration that i've been thinking about for the past few days but then..I decided against it..HA!Maybe for another time..It's almost 10pm. right now..I don't wanna sleep coz if i do, i'll wake up with a hang over. lol. Silly me :P
I'm just so annoyed. Why? Because NONE of YOU are online right now to keep me company and entertain me..In the end I'm left all alone to stare at the computer screen and imagine..well,whatevr my cooooooooky imagination can come up with.. juz ignore me~
Actually,i am looking for my ginna picture..anyways, my goodness, you woudn't believe what i was a CUTE AND photogenic kid..NEVER look at the camera in every single photo..Hahahahaa..But it kinda brought back lot of memories..Was thinking back and u know, just reminiscing..Oh! And i was so amused by these few photos..Coz it was a family photo(including my grandpa),we were all gathered around.Think it was Chinese New YEar..
Ahahahahaa.. kinda blurr but i'll post it and see how it looks. ~ thanks CP for the pic :D
1989
In between 1998-2000..i miss him so much..'How are you?'
Sista Ruby & Cousins Jusim & Julean
Fiona & Ruby
Fiona & Erica [ In btw 1992 -1995 ]
Fiona & Erica [ 2009 ]
Erica . Fiona . Ruby . MinTon [ in btw 1992-1995]
Ruby . Erica . Fiona . Jyin [1993]
Fiona . Jyin . Erica . Ruby [ 2008 ]
*hugs*
Written at Wednesday, April 29, 2009 | back to top
oh would you look at that. it's another person's birthday again. Happy Birthday, JO! Though I haven't seen much of you and probably don't know what's going on with you recently, hope you have a good one. Loves from the other side :) *hugs*
I tagged along with my cousin who is studying in Oxford U and Suan~. It was juz a simple outing and since we have nothing to do..so we decided to watch movie and go for dinner later..and we chosen 'Let the Right One In'.
Let the Right One In
It is a 2004 vampire fiction novel by Swedish writer John Ajvide Lindqvist. The story centers on the relationship between a 12-year-old boy, Oskar,and a 200-year-old vampire child,Eli,of indeterminate gender.YA! 2 ginna kissed! It was like WTH when i saw it..
And the most unbelievable is the book was a bestseller in the author's home country of Sweden and has been translated into Danish, German, Russian and English in 2007! A Swedish language film version by the same name, directed by Tomas Alfredson, was released in 2008 to widespread critical acclaim. An English language remake, to be directed by Matt Reeves, is scheduled for release in 2010.
Ok Sounds good rite..I'm usually okay with horror flicks and the gore but somehow, this movie got to me and freaked me out.I'm not kidding okay.I shouldnt watch the movie.And I would've walked out but I just HAD to be sitting there coz of my 10pounds!Hoorahhh for me.And I was so sleepy..I hated the show.
I was so traumatized after the show.. * shakes head *. Confirm, I really can't watch RUSSIAN horror flicks no more.Instead of being able to watch a nice, unSCARY, unTRAUMATIZING movie, like I Love you man,or maybe just cartoon,I just HAD to watch tat stupid russian movie!
OH YA the happiest thing is..i ate Ben & Jerry ~ strawberry cheesecake..i heart it~~ :D
B&J - Strawberry cheesecake,MUST TRY!
And the B&J 's fans :D *ta da*
Ms. Erica :D
Written at Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | back to top
[ The 60th day in London - Sunnie day ]
hey ya! Happy 2month Anniversarrrrrry ya ^ ^ *firework*
I got something to tell..
I was rushing to get on school on time because I woke up late today =) yes..again =D Well,while rushing,I had wear my lens be4 i went out..they felt weird once I put them on but since I was rushing,I ignored them and off I went to school.
I still ended up late I think. i reached school around..erm..945? HAHAHAHA.. There goes my effort. =D
Well,I suddenly realized I couldn't focus on my work without getting dizzy and a slight headache.I was like WHAT?!Then I stopped and thought for a while.I solved the mystery when I remembered my power.I put on the wrong side!WHich means I was wearing the wrong sides.Like I'm wearing the Right lens on the left eye and Left lens on the right eye.The lucky thing is i always bring my lense case along when i am out! ^ ^
Hahaha.. Stupid yet clever. For a moment there,to imagine we're the future of tomorrow. ~~~~~~~
I should go to bed. But the washing machinee stil running..BAJU AKU BILA BOLEH SIAP AAAAAAA!
[ The 57th day in London - Sunny day wit rainie Mood ]
I. am. so. very. bored. I wanna type an emo post after this. Why? NO REASON. I just wanna do it Haih.
Could you live with yourself after everyone has seen through you..The transparent you..No secrets.. shadows to hide out.. Nothing...Just you.. and you..
Stand infront of the mirror.. Look at the person staring right back at you..Could you meet those eyes?If you could,what did you seee then? Sadness? Loneliness? Pain? Suffering? Happy with what you see? take out layers of make-up, eyeshadow, eyeliner, lipgloss and everything unnatural about u.. Behind that fake identity and unreal personality, that's the real you.. If you were that unmasked person for just an hour, could you bear it? Allowing the world to see who you really are for the first time after a long a while..will you?
When your friends see you.. what would happen then? Will they ignore you?Call you lame for being the way you are? Would they treat you like a can of finished COKE?Maybe if you're lucky they will only be verbally hurt you.. Sometimes,yourself assuraance drops so lowit's as though it could never recover.. What then?run far awaaaay?
But in actually fact,who are we? Again.. I can't answer who i am. *suddenly remind me about michael wong's song - 'i am who i am'*
Though i may say,I'm min fang.So? Who's she? A thousand minfang out there..Another nobody?She isn't worth anything..What does she know?Nothing. sleeping perhaps?She's not cool. I don't like her.. She's lame.. What a bitch. Useless. Hopeless. Fake. Unreal. In denial. Not good enough for anything..isn't she?
I don't think i'm pretty enuf.. slim enuf.. tall enuf.. smart enuf.. fat enuf.. short enuf.. lame enuf.. cool enuf.. mature enuf.. enuf enuf enuf..we're never enuf!If we live by the world's standards.. we're never enuf.. It's judgement from others about you.. No, i'm not saying it's bad to get a second opinion but it's living by those opinions that make it very unheallthy..
If you know what i'm talking about,i pray the next time you see somebody that reminds you of this..You heelp them out. Before it's too late for them. before they lose that hope and will to live.. Save them.. Rescue them. Just because nobody did it for you, doesn't mean you have to do it to others.. Remember that.. There's hope. The heart of the matter, is the matter of the heart ..
So the next time you wonder who you are, don't wonder so long..Just say with confidence like i will. I'll say i'm min fang. I am a somebody. Someone who has feelings too. Who cares.. who feels.. who listens.. who dreams.. who wants.. i'm just like you! I'm going to live for me!not anyone else.
Didcha got me?
Written at Wednesday, April 15, 2009 | back to top
[ The 53th day in London - Sunniiie day : VERY HOT! ]
Throughout the day I come up with so many things I want to blog about. However, by the end of the day, I forget them all. Don't you just hate it when that happens? CIS!
oh well~the porthsmouth-ians just went back yesterday and i am going to Porthsmouth for my weekends~hahaha! OH YA! both of them left thing here!SEEEE..still wan say me DOI =P
btw..I'm happy with myself today. Well, sort of. I'd like to congratulate myself on CLEANING MY ROOM! * grin * HAHA! k k..back to topic..in the last few days..we ate a lot..tea a lot..crappeed a lot..bought a lot and watched 2 movies : Fast and Furious 4 & Knowing. Ntg much about Fast n furious 4,it is all about the police story..not much race screen =( the previous 1 nicer..muscle man all around~ =)
then come to Knowing..=.=''''hey gals,can you tell I chose it? hahaha.. COZ WE WERE TOO FREE..DIE DIE also wan to choose 1 movie to watch =.=''sampai call cp to choose for us..hahaha!Starring Nicolas Cage! Mmmmm.. he's getting older =( I'd like to say how much I liked Lucinda!I mean, you have to like her.She gives off the whole mysterious thing..Awesome!then,the whole appearance of Nicolas Cage was..SO DISAPPOINTING!Keep show his very KAN CHEONG FACE..behtahan betul!* switching out of fan girl mode *.
and what the heck was up with the black rocks lah?!It was freaky that the guy kept appearing out of nowhere then dissapearing and stare at them..i am so pening!I thought EE was the cousin of ET.Seriously!The woman, Diana,was so annoying...GO AWAY LA..I wanted to slap her..The alien's ending was so stupid!OMG! Couldn't they come up with a better one?Overall, besides the endingand the women, it wasn't that bad but.. Eeeepp! The ending really killed it..yer!
Omg.. it's 945pm right now.. But no one on the Plurk!Actually I know why..all busying with their assignment..i am the free-est 1!!!ah!! Okay this is like.. a really amusing thing okay...=(
I am so bored that I began googling people's names. Don't ask me why,I just was.I tried mine and came up with nothing because minfang is used so often, you don't get much. ANYWAYS, I tried Faye, I tried Vitto, I tried this.. and that.. and after many many names..yeah. HAHAHA.. so random.. and was webcam wit my lovesssss 1 juz now..MISS THEM A LOT AAAAAAAAAAAA! how are ya doing there =( I love yet hate the internet...
Grandma + Small gal ..peace V~
Mummy..She shout at me after i showed her this DON-CARE face..haha!
I feel like a turkey..OMG!I need to do some exercise..the last few days i went to Leeds & York..crazily sinful foods =D I'm going crazy not to mention high on sugar rushes! o.O
Anyways, recently..when I'm super bored,you know what I do?no~~~not sleeeeping~Hehehe..it's really amusing..I go on facebook and click on Bathroom wall..I found this application a couple of weeks ago..it's the BOMB!!you'll find really funny/awesome post..And some pretty/sweet stuff too..
Like I just read one about this person asking people for several ways how to make her parents think she's crazy...lol.. The answers are hilarious! you should go read it if you have the time. if not, go add the application and do your own exploring. hehehee..
Anyways,besides that,i'm SUPER DUPER CRAZILY BORED. and though I know I should be doing some work,I'm just not in the mood too~..
Don't I have a bright future. lol..
Folks =D [ City wall,York ]
[ is watching Perfect Cut 1..superb nice aaaarrr!i wan go for cosmetic surgery!! =D ]
[ The 35th day in London - Earth Hour . Rainy day ]
Hello ppl~ didcha switched off ur light at 830pm for one hour? yea i did~XD
I went out this morning. Got back about an hour ago =D
Today the portsmouth-ian : ah boon and cp gan came to London ,for 2 purposes : 1st,go Harrod hav a look at the Malaysia Festival Fair.2nd,head to London Eye support Earth Hour. What i though of the Malaysia Festival Fair was.hrmp..got lot of Malaysia FOOD,Introdution of Malaysia's place..bla bla bla..BUT that is only a small corner about BATIK! = ="' the only valuable thing to see is OUR QUEEN's signature.SHE WAS IN D HARROD!haha..
Later we went walking around after dinner..IN D RAIN..went to Piccadily Circus then London Eye juz to support the Earth Hour and see the London Eye without LIGHT..BUT THAT WAS SO DISAPPOINTING LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!Coz according to CP,the London Eye will switch off and the BIG BEN will not(everyone of us believe that it wont) So we arrived there about half an hour ealier and only focused @ d london eye.So u know what happend later? The Big Ben SWITCHED OFF THE LIGHT and The London Eye DOES NOT! We missed!CIS !
Lalala.. so we ended up celebrating Earth Hour at the Picaddily Circus.Lol,a bit sad lar but it was okay.Atleast we were out or something.. * trying to be positive here.. =P
So thats it for the day..=) *i will upload the pic very soon!*
today i went to Greenwich,the National Maritime Museum and The Royal Observatory wit Ah Suan =) Didcha know where is Greenwich ..And u know what is so special there? i bet most of you donno =P..nvm~ actually the day before today i donno also =) let me tell you then~
According to Wiki..Greenwich is a district in south-east London, England and it is so special because it is Prime Meridian.The Prime Meridian is the meridian(line of longitude) at which longitude is defined to be 0°.and it known as the International Meridian or Greenwich Meridian.
Then,TheGreenwich Observatory was set up to study means of fixing longitude and recommended to their governments that Greenwich should be adopted as the prime meridian.The decision was by no means unanimous.Over the following years the various governments adopted Greenwich officially as prime meridian.
So u know GTM?it is mean solar time,with midday defined as the at the time at which the sun crosses the Greenwich Meridian, 0 degrees longitude.Sounds very GEO aaa....BEHTAHAN!
ok back here..Later then scientists found that,they needed a more exact measurement of a second,and brought in Universal Co-ordinated Time(UTC).UTC has officially replaced GMT,but for all but the most,most people still refer to GMT.UTC is co-ordinated from Paris, although it is based on Greenwich,not Paris time.DON ASK ME WHY.
So.......In the courtyard of the Observatory, and just outside, are brass strips set in the ground and walls marking the exact site of the line of the meridian.It is therefore possible to stand astride the line,with a foot in each hemisphere : a favourite tourist occupation..i am tourist?? nop~ i am the student :D
The weather coming home today matched my mood.It rained.I smiled.
You may skip it if you don't want me to dampen your sunny day good mood.I promise I won't hold it against you at all.Besides,even I would have to think twice about reading it if I wasn't me.Seriously..
I'm sad.I'm upset.I'm on the verge of tears. I am not happy I am not happy I am not happy!!!!!!
It's been a really rough day. I'm so tired. Quite drained really. But it wasn't all bad. I had fun. A good time and it was nice to know someone cared. At least I'm not worth nothing.
I'm sitting in my room with the lappie on my lap with the itunes switched to the radio channel and it's playing light music ( Your classiscal choice ).How depressing is that? Very.
Snap out of it!I've got the weekend to look forward too!I've so much freedom now!why is it I am unable to enjoy that?Or at least,I don't seem too happy about it? Besides,i juz discussed about summer trip to Paris wit suan when we were having lunch.I should at least be more cheerful about it.
But then, I just seem unable to smile. Something happend. Even if I do,I obviously don't mean it. Even if I'm cheerful or laughy-like,can't you just sense how much of a show it is I'm putting on?
Sorry, I'm beginning to cross over into that drama queen side.And I'm still out of cheese so,that makes me sad too. No cheese and crackers.DULL.
I shouldn't allow myself to sink so low to such stages.It's unhealthy and nobody wants to be around a sad,depressing,emo person.So,nobody wants to be around me.Just as well maybe.
I wish someone would call me up sometime with no apparently reason besides just wanting to hear my voice.
Mayb Mayb Maybe deep down inside me, i'm just a weak person.
Written at Wednesday, March 25, 2009 | back to top
[The 32th day in London] I wonder sometimes.How do we even begin to learn a language? What makes us ask about something,wanting to gain more knowledge about a certain topic,to breach that stupidity to all knowing-ness.Goshhhhhh, there I go again inventing my own vocabulary.>.< I like being a nightowl O.o I know it's not healthy and of course I do enjoy the moments of SHUT eye that I am able to have each night though I may not always fufill the required 8 hours =P I don't have a healthy sleeping pattern. I hope you do though.
But as I was saying,I adore the way I'm able to actually hear myself think without having other people distrupt my thoughts... I contemplate many things,but more often than not,I wonder bout the importaance and relativaty of my thoughts to life..To other people: Do you have such questions?Such problems?Such interests?Such thoughts?Or am I the only weirdooo on the face of the earth that goes through everyday struggles but make them up to be the biggest problems in my life and..if they go unsolved, would result in the end of the world. Dooms day & emo day. I HATE YESTERDAY. ( u know w h y )
Anyways,I've started my midnight excavations again and I'm revelling in the joy it brings me.I do enjoy it because it's MY time.Time with myself.To reflect.To think.To consider.To decide.To do watevar i wan. Sometimes i just like to being alone.
I've also noticed that the sound of my fingers grazing over the keyboard and applying bit pressure that would magically make a post appear on the screen where the it has indicated..Oddlly enough,it calms me down.A feeling of serenity would be able to envelope me and carry me off to the place where I had last left my thoughts.I LOVE BLOGGING. (L)
I just like it. Though I was looking back at some photographs from the past year or two,It made me miss everyone a lot.
I might see you around in school and you're there, but because of our hectic lives and mayb selfish-ness,we don't have the time or rather we don see the importance of making time to slow down,take a breather and ask the person beside you. " How are you doing?" Not just asking for the sake of conversation or small talk.but to really find out if they're okay.
I read a book and it says : "We're all amazing actors and actresses.Able to wear a mask and hide the pain and burdens on our shoulders that we force our fragile selves to carry alone." yea,is true.Sometimes,maybe we could help each other along the road and depend a little on someone else for a while.Just until we get our footing again.But i never learn from my past lesson.
See,I told you the nocturnal being me..can only think and consider things like a human being in times where the area that I live in is silent..alone.. and still..I like it.
Yes, hello again people. It’s ME!! * confetti is releaased from the ceiling and trumpets and music resounds in the room * Oh sorry, was enjoying the moment there.=P Hehe..i am gila-ing wit my new hp.. Yea, syok sendiri.. AGAIN. Can’t believe it’s SUNDAY today. I mean, so fast and the week’s gone.tml hav to wake up early again = = Sheeshh..
I went to Asda today (FYI : Asda is a supermarket which is like our Giant) actually ntg special but like for the first time, I actually went out wit Koffi -my housemate who i juz know him for one week!!! WOOHOOO!! So cool wei! Hahaha..
and it comes to lunch time!we went to a desert shop coz we were not really hungry. I ordered the yogurt cheesecake and he ordered a classical cheese cake; not very impressive and how can the desert shop NOT have strawberry ICE-CREAM?!!!!!!!! Omg. I wanted the banana split but there wasn’t any strawberry and I didn’t like chocolate, so it would’ve turned out to be 3 vanillas! Eeeee.. sien man.I could hardly enjoy the cake but he did. Only thing I could do was imagine it is secret recipe's yogurt cheese cake!~ = = after that another housemate came..really didn’t do much after that. Ended up talking..talking and talking..^^
Came home, stoned for quite a while before watching 'Bangkok Dangerous'..
Bangkok dangerous
* sigh *.. Bitching session with TONsssssssS of spoilers.Skip if you plan on watching it..Skip if you don't want to hear me bitch about the show. Skip.. well, just skip it. lol.
I mean, the whole inflatuation with the deaf girl was so stupid!Unrelated and totally a waste of cinema tape!AND,if she's bloody deaf,how the heck do you expect her to HEAR the beat of the music to dance?! DID YOU NOT THINK OF THAT?! The only reason I'm so bothered by the show is because I was expecting so much moreeeee..=(
Then the action is plain..I can honestly say I thought Fury was 10 times better.And there story line isn't very nice at all.Wait,is there even a storyline?It's so weak! It's so frustrating to watch.I know,can you sense the annoyance? It's.. crazy!
Besides the movie, I guess it was a good day. Wait, it is a good day.
You have to type the 1st thing thatcomes to mind whenever you hear these things.You can’t think and go back and change your answers.
1. Beer: brother~ 2. McDonald's: ApplePie! 3. Relationships: A poison 4. Purple: Floower! 5. Power Rangers: pink ranger ^^ 6. Weed: pot 7. Steroids: Jon and Kingsley. lol.. 8. Cartoons: Power Puff gal! 9. The President: Obama
I.. 1)...am obsessed with: books! 2)...can't live without: the internet. I think to a certain extend, i'm addicted =D 3)...am proud of: wat i am doing =) 4)...really need to: get use to the WAAATERRRRRRRRR! 5)...don't get why: i love vanness! 6)...relax by: singing~~(8) 7)...am excited about: vanness =D!
My.. 1)...fridge usually contains: everything but not FISH.. ! 2)...teenage years were: awesome to the end. 3)...family is: lovely ~ (L) 4)...biggest regret: not expressing myself all those times. 5)...friends don't understand why: I'm such a doi sometimes =( 6)...attitude to exercise: be semangated about it!! yEAH!
8 random facts about myself 1. I like teddy. Ever since I was a little girl, i loved teddy. I have a lot of teddy at home. Pictures.Named.Everything teddy!!! I love teddy ~(L)!
2. I'm in love with music. I think music is a way of life. I love them! And I just love listening at them over and over again for hours and hours on end.
3. If you really get to know me, I'm crazily love vanness. Hahaha. I know this isn't something I should say here coz.. i really love him~lol!
4. I don't like durian. I have several friends who love it so much! and I can't understand how that is possible. I can't eat coz it's smell makes me feel sick..
5. I dream of own a teddy house. Yeah! It's always been my dream..HAHAHA.Yeah, that's a secret dream of mine but i guess it ain't so secret anymore.=)
6. I don't know how to be girly. You know you go out with a whole bunch of girls and they just seem to be able to get into the whole girly role which I fail miserably at. I'm not a tomboy, but neither am I one of those girls who speak laugh loudly..freak out over the latest fashion or sit like a boy =D I just CANNOT. No matter how hard I try. T T
7. I really don't mean to be doi. I really don't! I try my best not to be but yet, I just come off as being it.=(
8. I love hugs. It may not seem apparent to a lot ( if not all ) people but i absolutely LOVE hugs. So yeah, if you see me, HUG me. Hehehhee..
DONE!! So i tag..
1. Wong Wai 2. CP 3. Ivan 4.Slash 5. Li jing 6. Nick
About probably 2 sunday ago ( or so..? ), i reached London! Yeahhhh!
erm ntg much to say..
basically..
the weather is COLD.. the guy is muscular..^^ the gal is tall..and i am the short one =( the main dishes are BURGER and FRIES.. the water here is suckxxxx.... the ppl like coffee and coke...
Yeeshhhhhhh ~.. and I can't believe my mum actually MISS me so much!She call me every alternate day asking the same question..== normally it would be the kid who call the mother right,but in my situation,it's my mum calling..lol!How will i ever be an independant gal like this?!but honestly..i am missing her too..and everyone in M'sia..OH GOSH..wat am i saying!i juz came here for 2 week! and i'm missing them..see!how useless am i! *slap me * haha!!
I've nothing really much to tell you.. but i've got some random pictures in my facebook that i've posted. It's beats reading anything, don't you think? =D
Written at Friday, February 20, 2009 | back to top
CP's Tag =)
001. Name → Yap Min Fang 002. Nickname(s) → erica . ah fang . ah phang . big eye monster . alient . bee phang 004. Zodiac sign → sagistaarius 005. Male or female → Femaale 006. Elementary → Tadika moral wat...cant remember dy.. :D 007. Middle School → SJK Chung Hwa Wei Sin 008. High School → SMK Chung Hwa Wei Sin 009. College School ->HELP University College 010. Hair color → currently in dark brown 011. Long or short → short 012. Loud or Quiet →quiet :P 013. Sweats or Jeans → sweats 014. Phone or Camera → Phone 015. Health freak → Try to be healthy alwayss 016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink but no smoke. 017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes juz happend las few days ago! 018. Eat or Drink → Drink. 019. Piercings → Ears... 020. Tattoos → nop but i wish to has one :(
FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → Form 3. 024. First best friend → jia yu. but lost contact dy T T 025. First award → 6 years old? cant remmeber dy la! 026. First crush → Donno. 027. First pet → i hav no pet. 028. First big vacation → Thailand (same as cp :D)tat time i was 4 years old. 030. First big birthday → stadard 6 coz i got 7As in UPSR..haha!
CURRENTLY: 049. Eating → shabu shabu @ oneU 050. Drinking → water 052. I'm about to → think where to go tml :) 053. Listening to → 'Shu Yu' by Fish Leong 054. Plans for today → going to sleeeeep soon. 055. Waiting for → somebody call :D
YOUR FUTURE: 058. Want kids? → Yes. 059. Want to get married? → Yes. 060. Careers in mind → someone present me a superb big teddy :D
WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE? 068. Lips or eyes → Eyes. 070. Shorter or taller? → Taller. 072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic! 073. Nice stomach or nice arms → none of them. i wan nice attitude :) 074. Sensitive or loud→ both also tak suka but Loud is better than sensitive. 075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship 076. Trouble maker or hesitant → ==
HAVE YOU EVER: 080. Lost glasses/contacts → contacts. 081. Ran away from home → No. 082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Yes, Pepper Spray. 083. Killed somebody → of course nopee! 084. Broken someone's heart → nop. 85. Been arrested →NO. 087. Cried when someone died → Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 089. Yourself → sometimes. 090. Miracles → YES. 091. Love at first sight → nop. 092. Heaven → yea wit a lot of teddy. 093. Santa Claus → NO 094. Tooth Fairy → NO 095. Kiss on the first date → no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes i think :) 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → yes. 099. Do you believe in God → yes. 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ ?
Jus do it if u like :)
Written at Sunday, February 15, 2009 | back to top
Tagged by Nobody =) 1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.. 2. Don’t change your clothes, just take a picture.. 3. Post that picture with NO editing.. 4. Post the picture with these instruction
Dark circle,eye beg,pimples and superb dry lips..Natural enuf? ~_~
1.What's your ambition? A Charted Accountant, or a very successful business women.
2.What do u like the most about your siblings? okiie, i have two siblings a sister and a brother. Second i am. Age gap is 2 years and 3 years. Not really big gap rite :D So, sister is a good listener when i got problem, brother is a good entertainer when i am BORED. LOLS.
3.Are u looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend? erm still looking. maybe not for the right one and right time.
4.Do you think you have enough confidence? Sometimes, over confidence ( too much syok sendiri dy!) haha!i should be more humble perhaps :)
5.How many babies you want? i love babies~ but i prefer only 2.
6.Do you wanna play this tag? yea..i'm kinda free recently..it is another way to kill my time! so yeah!!
7.What is your goal for this year(2009)? complete 6 papers within a year either. Totally quit clubbing (i know sure u are saying 'oh erica..pls!'), which is impossible considering that i am flying off to london which is a drinker's heaven!lol..And most of all, meet new friends! 100 new? Think is possible? yea of course, i am a v friendly person ^&^
8. Do you think you're clever? hrmpp...i think not in terms of academics :D i am only above average. i guess :0
9.What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?(list 10) no one is perfect my dear..but at least my him must Loves to smile, Laughs at my Jokes, play sport, Able to give me space when needed, Not materialistic, Accepts the lifestyle i am undergoing, Loves cuddling, Loves dressing up plainly,loves teddy, loves cakes, and most of all, Loves Me. :D
10.Do u ever wonder where you would end up after you die? don't really wanna think about that right now.
11.What are your bad habits? o h a lot! I drink (yeah i know, but used to be excessively) I love junk food. I am Lazy with my works. I am choosy. I don like fish. I only will study a week before the exam. I don like to touch housework.
12. Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself? My bad Habits, the way i talk, and my height! lol
13. State a random fact about yourself? I am a superb teddy fans.
14.What does flying means to you? f r e e d o m
15.What do you crave for the most currently? LV neverfull beg!!! (dad u should know wat to do ya ^^)
16.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words. Brothaaa, Understanding, Funny, Not-lame,Gayish :D
17.Are you currently single? Sadly, yeshh.
18.What is in your mind now? waiting for friend to call yumcha after his work with the gang ..
19. Do you believe in fate? Everything happens for a reason. There is a reason why you meet and when you meet a person. Its called fate, and its written, but up to you to change it.
20.Who do you want to be 10 years later. i'll be 31, i'll be somebody's mom..haha! JUST KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG
i wanna be famous, popular and known. I want people to know who i am. for the Do's and Don'ts in mylife. i know, i am ambitious. XD
Tag 5 people?? TOOOO lazy to do that.. whoever wanna do it. go on! Its a way to voice out and let people know more about you.
Nite!
Written at Saturday, February 14, 2009 | back to top
random pic random post
Happy belated Chinese New Year, Everyone!!!
Even if you're chinese or not. Hehehe..
That was just a random thought in my head. =D I don't really know wat to post,well, not entirely anyways. ~...
U S without g.fiona =(
Grandma's child
grandma's grandchild
The pretty women- aunty mimi . aunty chan . my mom aunty yap =)
Bet you thought I was going to relate the story about Saint Valentino to you.Well,you're wrong!XD Because I'm not.I'm rajin,but not that.Haha..Maybe tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow and tomorrow =) We'll see how my mood is, okay? hehehe..
Anywhere...
Happy Valentine's Day!!
May we ( me ) single people enjoy the day meant to treasure the special person in your like; a couple.How nice~ Hahaha..
No worries, I have nothing against Valentine's day yet.
Written at Saturday, January 17, 2009 | back to top
I was watching ' The Color Purple ' yesterday.
It's an old film. Dealing with african americans in the olden days where women weren't respected, treated as dirt and property. I thoroughly enjooyed it. Seriously!! It's starring Whoopi Goldberg. She's awesome!! Don't you think?
Believe it or not, that's her. Can you even begin to imagine how old this film is? I mean, she's so young her!! Woahhhhh.
Then here's another shocker. Guess who else was in the film? Oprah Winfrey.Shocker no? Hehehe.. She looks quite different though there are some similarities but I didn't think I'd stumble over her in such a film, moreover playing a role that she did. She played Sofia, this brash aggressive woman.
I was super tired because I stayed up till 5.30 am. watching the prestige..haha! I planned to sleep but then I stumbled onto this show and was hooked. I sat on the couch for 2 and a half hours glued to this show. Not to mention is was quite a tear jeerker though i thought the music they matched with the sad moments was a bit off. Also, Shug Avery sort of in a way stole the show from Miss Celie..Overall, it's a good show. go watch! anywhere...It was based on the book with the same title by Alice Walker...
加油 爱丽卡 ~♥
[London Zoo,August 09]
well, whatevr my cooky imagination can come up with. Please, my imagination is wild, WILD~
dunno how to describe. I told myself i dun wan to be women next round! NO WAY! hmp..I wanna shoot something. Or maybe bite something... I'm listening to all oldies right now 
she woke up earlier than me!! hahahaha..AMAzazazazazing ~.. hehe.
* It's so addictive larhh. AIyo.. and see, because of facebook i have been neglecting my blog somewhat. 
whatevar la..
Fiona & Erica [ 2009 ]
Smile ~~ :D
Sista . me
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