188..
hmm..
HE used to be my favorite . Take note of the past tense, " used ".
It no longer is. Sadly. I mean, HE used to be my everything my hapiness. I was happy.
I'm not saying I'm unhappy but.. things have been better.
I'm afraid he will read this or my previous post and know it's about him.
I'm even more afraid he will read this and NOT know it's about him.
I think I can relate.
That's unhealthy.
This is not a good day.
Maybe I'll be able to appreciate it later.
Just, not right now.
ms erica will you bloody stop crying already.
oh ya..happpppppppy 52th biirthday to MALAYSIA!
nite!