The title actually says ill but it looks like lll or 111. Whichever.
Anyways, I think i might be getting sick. u know why?? COZ I AM TOOOOO FREE!!!!!!I'm having that before-you-fall-sick-feeling right now want to throw up ..haha!I'm also really cold right now. Not to mention i think i'm getting warm like fever warm. My mood's been lousy the entire day and.. I'm feeling DIZZY!!
Dammit lah. I hate but yet love falling sick. It's a complicated love hate relationship. Go figure.. Right now, i feel like dying..
I went to bed yesterday at 2 am. which ain't that late for me. But for some odd reason, my mind was swimming with nonsensical thoughts. I was for once, thinking about my study stuff. And then came the part where I'm feeling all crappy about myself.
And then I realize I have no mood to do anything. I don't know how I manage to fall asleep in the end. I was squirming around in my bed like there was no tomorrow. For a moment there i thought I might never fall asleep.
I'm feeling so goal-less right now. So useless. I need some activity in my life.i am astro on demand-ing everyday now! Projects projects projects. YEAHHH!! I need projects so I can throw myself helplessly into it and think, breath and live projects. Hahaha. That's how I usually become when I'm involved in something. God, now I sound like some obsessed workaholic.
There goes my life for you ~....
And I hate HOTMAIL! I hate YAHOO! I hate every frigging thing because my net's acting up and NOT allowing me to log into any of them. wtf..
found tis pic in my folder..nice rite..i wish to hold the sun too :D
G'Nite