Is rainy day agaiiin..
I'm not feeling very good about myself right now as of this moment..I don't really know why. I should be fine but then.. I have this urge. This odd urge.. to do something.. That I shouldn't.
I AM FEELING SO RAWRRR!!
Why rawr? Because it's something I can't exxplain.No,I'm not emo but also not happy-happy-joy-joy.I don't really know what's bugging me.I wish someone could tell me.
You know,I honestly want to try cutting myself.No,not just cut myself but try cutting my wrist. I want to know what's the big deal.i always see it from TV..it seems so chikek!What's so special?Will I somehow find my purpose in life right before my end?hahaha.. sure u are saying :'tis women ki siao dy!'
No, I'm not depressed. How can I be? I've got so many things going for me right now. So many things to look forward too. So many things to be thankful for but notyet..I juz can't ignore this feeling that I've had for a couple of years now.
hmrppp...wat is the art of cutting..huh? will it feels like a tatto??
Is that much fun?I've saw about it but I've never tried it. You know, there's nothing like first experience.So what do you think? XD Should I go for it? The blade's not very far. And I'll be sure to sterelize it properly. At least try anyways.
No, I'm not attention for seeking. I just want to know what is it?Can't you just stub your toe in the door? I'm sure it cause u pain inn that way too. Want to see your blooooood? Go donate some. You'll see it either way.. =D
Go figure. But really, I want to know. Someone tell me if you can, what makes it so...erm..donno how to descride...? I won't judge. I just want to understand.
** OH YA!i saw my mr.vanness on tv..is a live show(Golden Hourse Award)! he was juz so near wit me..and he is still so MAN! XDDDDDD
oh well..Goodnite =D
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