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Written at Friday, November 9, 2007 | back to top

hello..teddy..how are u ya ^^ hope u are fine =) today i got alot alot of things wanna share wit u..yea yea...i know....finals is coming..but i'm here updating my blog...okok..i promise u..tis will be my last blog for tis month ok?my next blog will be post on next month or next next month...=) erm...but where should i start le..myself..perhaps?

well...i feeling so stress now...i dono it is coz of my coming finals or something tat really irritate...(i will tell u wat is the 'irritate thing' in my next post) nowadays...i attend 9 hours class per week..within tis 9 hours...same lecture same sub..i donno wat i doing in the class...first two hours i feel so sleepy...then donno y ll suddenly wake up and start crapping wit my fren..and i ll concentrade for only two or mayb one hour only..seriously..i went to the class juz to copy the answers..n i donno wat is the point i going there..but if i not going i ll feel guilty to myself..already attended almost half year classes..already paid almost 4000 for tuition fees...and guess wad i got now.... only few chapters in my brain..i started hate numbers now but i suppose to love it very very much because start from now..my life will be full of numbers until the day i die..i really doono how i gona sit for the paper....i really really scare i ll fail and pay more 1000 for it..and i am affraid to let my parents know if i really fail it.T.T so tis few days...i locked my self in the room....hp in silent mode..trying to study and understand as much as i can...i hope it still not too late by now..thanks god...tis few days i got to know some 'new things' (but actually is not new thing..juz i din pay attention when the lecture was teaching...feel so regret now =( ) my finals will be held on 3rd dec...so teddy...pls wish me luck..^^ * hug*

and ya...my wkn 533 sick again..the compressor and condensor not function..so i sent him to clinic and i thought it will only cost me not more than 700 but it cost me rm 880 for the medical fees .....TTTT.TTTT ah..heart pain r....haiiii....tis month my life will be very very bored....coz NO money...NO shopping... NO movie.... NO delicious meal.... NO massage.... NO karaoke... but ON study and my lovely msn...btw...think another way..mayb tis is good also...so i can fully concentrade my finals...==++ 533....pls...don sick again r...i really PK dy lar..although tat not my money..but still ll feel heart pain .... so wish u * stay healthy ya ^^ *

ok..enough of myself..now tell u about my family..las week i went back to my hometown..i realized many things changed..the city...the building...the beach..the ppl....and my family members...especially my grandma ..she looks so old now....and not as healthy as las month dy..but still got two things she remaining...her talking style and the way she cares ppl...when i back there...although her back is paining but she still cooked my favourite food for me to eat everyday coz she knows i always eat outside and she said NOT healthy at all..i really can feel the happiness from her when i went back visit her....her smile really really warm and sweet...i already slept wit her 19 years...believe?las time when i still a child..before sleeping...sure she wil sing a song for me..and i will giv her a good nite kiss..but tat song is a hainanese song..so honestly..i really cant get it...haha..then after i grew up....she no sing for me dy..but we will talk until we fall asleep..she told me her story...her love story wit my grandpa...her childhood story..etc...and i also told her my story...coz she said like tat juz fair ma...exchange~haah..she know a lot of my secret..if teddy wan to know..can go ask her la but i don think she will tells u =P and u know...when i was studying secon and pri school..she is the one who wake me up......make milo for me....help me tie up my shoe and hair...carry beg and wait for the school bus...tis suppose is mom's job rite...haha...but tat time my mom still sleep like a big pig...sorrie ya mom~~ahhaah!tis time i went back ...she keep asking me when juz wan to bring a bf let her see..and asked me mus study very very hard..and hope can attend my convo..but she said she scare no chance coz she is already 87 years old dy..u know..when i heard she said tat..i found tears on my face..popo..i know u impossible will read my blog..but i still wan to warn u a thing..don keep saying urself no chance..i know u sure can live as long as u can..so pls don think tat ok!!really touch wood r..haiiz...honestly....i love her more than myself or my parents perhaps...i really cant imagine my days without her ***touch wood*** juz hope tat i can stay beside her , talk to her and take care of her everyday.... popo ... i wish u stay healthy always okie..and mus promise me..mus always keep ur mind happy and think mroe of me..although i know u did...=) *hug*

erm erm...there are lot lot more...how could i tell u all here..but i feel much more better now dy..at least not as bored as juz now...*wink* hmmm...i think i should go sleep now dy....Good nite teddy !! * muacks*

- the teddy who eating numbers -

After a month ..

Written at Friday, November 9, 2007 | back to top